I Can't Save You

chapter 1: no hope

Diana's p.o.v

Finally school was over and it is now officially winter break. I walked to my locker grabbing my bag and walking out of the school doors quietly. I walked down the street with my ear buds in. I observed as everyone else was meeting up with friends and greeting them. I don't have any friends who go to my school. My best friend which is my only friend is homeschooled. Her name is caitlyn she's quite nice and loud.

I walked to my house slowly opening the door with my key. I don't think my aunts here. She's a lawyer and most of the time she's not here anyways. I grabbed some paper and a pen. I wrote her a note.

Dear aunt,
I'm going to spend the night at caitlyns. Call me when you get home love you, Ana♥

I left the note on the table and walked up the stairs. The door to my room was open which was odd. I slowly opened it all the way. I brushed it off and out my bag down.
Then I heard shuffling in my closet. I panicked slowly inching towards it. Right as I was about to open the door Caitlyn jumped out!

I help my hand over my heart. She scared the shit out of me. "What the hell are you doing?!" I managed to say. She was just sitting on the floor holding her ribs while her laughter filled the air. I sat down on my bed and she soonly joined me.

"I wanted to scare you! It was quite halarious actually." What a little shithead.
"How did you get in?" I questioned. Honestly I have no idea how she could have gotten into my house then my room. Because they were both locked.

"I climbed up to your balcony. And the doors were unlocked. You should really lock them. You don't want some creep to get in do you?" I laughed." I obviously already have a creep in here. Dont you think its a little late for that one?" She opened her mouth and scoffed in dissaprovel.

"So are you still coming over tonight?" She said and made herself comfortable in my bed. I rolled my eyes and stood up. "Yes I just need to grab some stuff for over night." She nodded and turned on her side and yawned. I grabbed my bag and through some warm black clothes in there.

Then I grabbed my make up bag,a beanie and some hair supplies. Them I grabbed my phone and head phones. Lastly my umbrella because it looks like it was about to rain and we have to walk. I shook her leg waking her up. "It amazes me how lazy you are." I said and we both laughed. I grabbed my bag and she grabbed the umbrella. "So guess what?!" She said jumping up and down. It started to drizzle.

"What?" I asked. "My dad hired a guy today named Harry to work at the front counter. And he is soooo cute. He's not my type though. But he is definetly yours and my sisters..." She said getting quiter. "You know I'm not looking for a relationship right now. And I highly doubt he is my type." I said. "He has 8 out of the ten qualities you like in a guy." She said.

Before I go on let me explain. 2 years ago me and her made a list of our top 10 favorite qualities in a guy. It sounds degrading and redicilous but I mean we were 14. But now I was interested I mean BC ive never met a guy with 8 out of 10 it was unheard of.

"Well which ones?" I ask suddenly interested. "Well he may have 9 even. I haven't seen his smile so I don't know if he has dimples." She said. Now I was excited. We got to her house which was next door to the best factory. And let me tell you its big.
We walked up the stairs to her room and I set my bag down.

"Well when will I get to meet him?" I asked. "After I read you the 8 I know he has." She said. I nodded for her to proceed. She got the list. "1. He has green eyes. 2. Brown hair. 3. Curly hair. 4. He likes dark clothing to. 5. He wears beanies. 6. Gets alon g with your best friend." She paused and smiled at Me. And to be clear half of these I don't really care if a guy has or not. Such as 2.4.5.

"7. He has a great personality." I was hoping that would be one of the 8. Because its my most important. If he didnt have a good personality he wasn't worth it. And lastly 8- that I know of. He's older." She said and thats where he hit the jack pot. I loved older guys because let's get real guys that are the same age as me are never mature. And I've been told I can be very mature at times.

"How much older?" I asked. "He's 18." She said. That makes me more excited. "But i don't think he likes girls who's boobs are hanging out so you might want to out those away she said and cringed at my breasts. I blushed at embarrassment. They usually are never out because I really am not that type of girl. But caitlyn is definetly that kind of girl.

" There is only one problem." I said. She was forgetting something. "I have no idea how me and him would even end up talking. You know how socially awkward I am." I said giving up all hopes. I shouldn't of even thought me and this guy I don't even know would work.

"Well I can see him through my window if you at least want to look at him." She said. I nodded and walked over to her window. "I could see his head and he looks really tall." I said. Then just kept looking hoping I would get a glimpse of his face.
Then taylor walked in. (Caitlyns older sister).

"What are you losers looking at?" She asked. Smirking. God I can't stand her. I was so unbelievably awkward and would never say anything rude to another person but her. I had so much hatred toward her she just brought out the inner beast. "None of your business go away." I snapped stepping away from The window.

"Don't get an attitude with me fat arse." She said and smirked again. She knows how sensitive I am about that. "I will say whatever I want you whore." I said getting extremely irritated. She scoffed. "Fine I'll go but just so you know. Stay away from harry. He's mine. He'd never go out with someone like you anyway. I don't even know why I'm worrying." She said and smiled. "What do you mean someone like her. Someone beautiful,smart,funny, and a great personality?" Caitlyn said defending me. "I ment someone ugly and fat." She said folding her arms.

I sat down on the bed. "Caitlyn just stop. She's right no reason to argue." I said pulling her arm. "No shes far from right. And I'm tired of her talking to you like that. Taylor I swear to fucking god say something else. You will regret it." She scoffed omnce again ." why dont you let your fat friend handle her own-" by then it was too late caitlyn has Taylor's hair smashing her fist into her face. I was to in shock to move. Then my brain finally came back after I saw blood dripping.

I sprung up and pulled caitlyn off of of Taylor. Who wasn't even moving on the floor. "She's not fat because she has a little meat on her. You skinny son of a bitch! I hate you!" She screamed as I sat her on my bed. She was in tears now and I have no idea why. She was the one beating the shit out of her sister. And for once I wasn't mad at her for getting in a fight. Which is something she did often.

Taylor got up and looked at us. Then slowly left. "I'm sorry shes so mean to you-" I cut her off. "No no no. Your going to explain to me what just happened. Why the hell would you do that?" Now I'm a little angry. "Its so built up. How many years has she been doing this to you. Every since she took his from you. She thinks she's better. She will never be better. You will always be better than her Ana!!" She said sobbing.

I held her in my arms. What the hell just happened?

My first chapter is pretty dramatic I know but I hope you guys like it!!♥♥(BTW Taylor's based off of Taylor swift. And caitlyn is based off my friend caitlyn (she's not viloent though) and Ana is sorta based off my friend Riley. ♥♥

~ Mrs. Grier biersack stylinson.