Through Thick and Thin: A Mindless Behavior Love Story

I Hate You

Ok so this chapter gets kinda deep at the end. It has a little bit of self-harming going on....if you are not comfortable reading that type of material then stop reading where it says.

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Thick and Thin 5

**yn and Junior**

Junior: bae

Asia: yes?

Junior: I love You

Do I really love him. I don't think I'm ready to tell him that just yet...

Junior: I said I Love You don't you love me back??

Asia: yea of course

Junior: then why you ain't say it

Asia: i dont have to say it. As long as I show it its ok

Junior: true

Asia: **dang that was a good reply**

Junior: c'mon

Asia:where we going?

Junior: Dee just told me to bring you to him so come on

Asia:**gulps and gets up**

So they go to some place. It wasn't the usual place he took her to.

Asia: where are we?

I looked around to try and see where I was

Junior: our backup spot.

Asia: what does Dee want??

Junior: **sighs** you

Asia:what do you mean he wants me??? He wanna talk to me?

Junior: no you know exactly what I mean.

So we get to where Dee was.I kept my head down not talking or looking anyone in the eyes.

Junior: here she is...

Dee: come here baby girl

Asia: **muttering** dont call me that

Luckily nobody heard me. I remember the last time I gave someone back talk. I know better than to try that again.

Junior: I love u

I looked back at him. He really has the nerve to say that to me right now.

Asia: i hate u.

Dee and his friends eventually got done. Junior came to get me and take me home. We had to walk because Tony Dee doesn't want the back up spot to be exposed. As i walked i thought what I did to deserve this. I got home, and unfortunately my dad was still up. I ran up to Justin's room.

Justin: dad had a bad date tonight. You know what that means.

Dang twice in one night. I can't get a break for nothing.

Dad: where the hell have you been?!?!?!?

YN: no where I was just hanging out with Naomi.

Naomi is my best friend. She hangs out with MB too. But she has her eyes on Jaden Smith.

Dad: I don't care. Get upstairs.

I ran upstairs crying. Soon my dad came in there. He tried kissing me. But i dodged it. That got me a black eye. Why do i have to go through this. I just wanna die. My dad got up and left me there crying. I looked at my nightstand and went into the drawers. ( IF YOU DON'T WANNA READ THE SELF-HARMING PART STOP READING NOW)

Then I found it, silver with a black and red handle. Freshly sharpened. I began to slice crying with every move. I was just a sex toy. Nobody cared about me. So i just bleed out my problems. I didn't cut deep. CRAP!!! WHY CANT I JUST DIE ALREADY!!!!!

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So there's Chapter 5.... Remember Justin. He's going to play a big part later....

~Netta~