Her way

Chapter 12

His lips, soft and sweet. His tongue danced around in my mouth gently massaging my tongue. Luis lips tasted as good as they looked and I was hooked. The kiss seemed to last forever and I didn't want forever to end. I opened my eyes to find Luis looking into mine. At that moment I wanted to take Luis into my room and let out all the mixed emotions. His eyes danced all over my body. I continued to sit on the couch. I watched him as he stared into my soul. I didn't mind at all. Luis's phone rang. I think if it hadn't, we'd be stating at each other until momma walked in the door. Luis took the call inside his room. I knew it could only be mama calling at this time of night. I stayed on the couch. I coulnt move. I didn't want to. I wanted Luis to come back into the living room and kiss me again. It had to be the liquor. I laughed at myself. Sandy told me not to fuck things up and here I was fucking things up. There's no way I could catch feelings now.

Luis walked back into the living room and my heart beat tripled. I felt like a little girl who's crush just asked her on a date. Luis grabbed his Pepsi from the table and sat back down. I sat and waited for him to speak. I was still speechless.

"Your mom will be back soon. I won't tell if you wont."

"No more blackmail?"

I asked.

"I'll forget all about it."

I sat there waiting for him to say I want to be with you Mya but he didn't. His eyes said it but his lips didn't. I knew deep inside that he also felt something. That kiss was more then just a kiss. I stood, I needed to get away from Luis to organize my thoughts. If I sat here and looked at Luis all night, I don't think I would be able to keep my hands to myself.

"Good night Luis."

I turned to head into my bedroom. I heard Luis approaching behind me. I turned around and once again I was face to face with Luis. He slid his hands around my waist and kissed my neck. My hands touched his bare back.

"This is wrong Mya."

"I know."

"But I don't want to stop."

He unwrapped his arms and I knew I had him. Just like he had me. I walked into my room and closed the door. I laid on the bed and kept thinking what the fuck is going on. How do I explain this to sandy. What about my mom. Bria. Would Luis leave mama for me? Would he really leave sandy alone for me? Could this mess up the relationship I have with my sister? I closed my eyes and let my mind wonder.

The next morning I was so nervous to head downstairs for breakfast. I wanted to see Luis but I felt guilty for sitting in mamas face knowing I kissed her man last night. I got myself together and headed down. Everything was normal. Mama making plates and Luis reading the paper. Both dressed for work.

"Good morning Mya."

Mama was jolly, all smiles. I wonder if Luis fucked her last night.

" morning mama."

"So I heard last night at dinner went pretty smooth. I was almost certain that y'all was in that restaurant acting a fool."

Mama laughed.

I smiled,

"yea we talked are issues out mama."

"I'm so happy."

Mama was smiling from ear to ear. Luis put his paper down to join in the conversation.

" we have to learn to deal and live with each other."

" we have some good news for you too Mya."

Whatever this good news was had mama smiling from ear to ear. She couldn't even sit still in her seat.

"What's the good news?"

I sat and waited for the words to come out of her mouth.