They said that someday you'll find your Mr. Right, and when that time comes you should never let that person go. But what if the one you love was the first one to let go?
Do you know the feeling like, you have been stab in the chest multiple times? And feels like everything around you is spinning and the pain is unbearable that all you can do is stare at something and let the tears run down your face.
That is what I am feeling right now. Sitting on the couch, staring at the TV and let the salty water from my eyes fall into my chest.
The ringing of my phone interrupted the television.. I stare at his name on my screen and let more tears to shed. How could you do this to me? I asked at the phone without answering it.
You don't have the right to asked that El. You're over and he doesn't need to explain everything to you. A little voice inside me whisper.
I pick up the remote and shut the TV off. Standing up from the couch and throwing my coat over my shoulder. I walk out of my flat and walk straight to my car. I drive to the place I know I can let myself drown in sorrow. Taking of my coat together with my flats, I walk out with my car with nothing but my dress and the pain inside me.
When my feet touch the water, I let myself give in to the pain. I fall into my knees and did the first thing that came to my mind. I scream. I scream like I'm begging for help. I scream all the pain away.
"Louis! Please, why is this happening? I gave you everything. I gave you the love that you need.! Please tell me what I heard is nothing but a lie. Please. I know you loved me. Please just tell me it's not true. Lou, please.. I need you.!" I scream into the ocean. I scream like there is no tomorrow.
And something came up. Something inside my mind tells me that maybe this can solve everything. I walk straight into the open water , ready to the physical pain of drowning to come. But before I can drop my body into to sea, a pair of strong arms drape around my waist and pull me in a strong chest. I try to fight it but because I am to weak and tired nothing but chocking sound came out of my dry lips.
When I am being pulled into the sand, the tears start to fall again. I cried and scream at the same time. Wishing that maybe I should've run or walk faster so that the hero beside didn't catch up.
"This is all your fault. This is all your fault. If you just let me drown , everything will be alright, I shouldn't be here anymore feeling this pain. This is your fault. You should have just let me die. I don't need you to be a fucking hero. " I shout into the guy who just helped me.
Instead of shouting back at me as what I have expected, he hug me , the guy hug me even though the punch I am throwing in his chest is non stop.
"Shhhhh.., its ok. Just let it out.. Its ok.." He whisper in my ear .
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Eight Months Later...
"El, is everything ok there? It's already 7,we're still not on the way. Remember everybody's is waiting.." Max shout from downstairs .
"Yes.. Just a minute.. " I shout back while putting my earnings on. "Eveything is going to be ok El. Just go with the flow." I said encouraging myself. I look at myself in the mirror one more time before let out a deep sigh.
I walk downstairs to join Max - my boyfriend. When my heels touch the tiled floor, his eyes quickly scan my appearance. His eyes twinkle while taking in my appearance. Dressed in a tight white gown.
He put his hand out and reach for mine. I quickly take it and stand beside him. " You're so beautiful. Very gorgeous." He said smiling sweetly at me. "You're not bad yourself.." I commented while looking up and down his body. Dressed in a suit.
"You're ready to go?"
"Yup..!"
He open the passenger door for me and settled himself in the driver seat. He latch his hand with mine and kiss every knuckles.
"I love you. .. " he said sweetly looking at my eyes.
"Love you too.."
He takes his eyes off of me and focus it on the road.
After everything that happened months ago, here I am stronger as ever. I try to stand up. With everything happened I'm happy with Max now. Yes, he is the guy who rescued me from killing myself at that beach. And cared for me from then on. He made me happy even though he know I won't smile. But here I am right now, beside him, holding his hand and loved be him. I am lucky.
After everything with Louis. He is now a father. And I know he is happy. And I am also happy for him. For all I want him to be is happy, from the very start. I loved him and I know he loved me too. I have never heard of him since then. All I know is he moved to California to support the mother of his child during pregnancy. But I know better, I know Louis will eventually marry her. His is too high profile to waste his name.
And me? I have moved on... completely.
That's what I hope....
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Where Do Broken Hearts Go? (Elounor AU)
RomanceEleanor Jane Calder and Louis William Tomlinson is a four-year simple couple with happy and perfect relationship. But when Louis decided end things.Eleanor don't know any reason why. She thought Louis is happy with her and she is too with him. . Bu...
