I woke up at around 9 am and everyone was still sleeping so I just sat up and scrolled through Facebook and all of a sudden I felt sick, I ran to the nearest bathroom and started throwing up.
I felt so embarrassed because I had a feeling Sergio heard me.
After I got sick I decided to take a shower and tidy up. I wore my high waisted jeans with a belt and a plain white tank top and my white chucks and Curled my hair and put on a grey fedora type hat. I then put on some eyeliner and mascara lipstick.
I went back to the room I was sharing with Armando for the night cause Paula was with Alex for the night. Armando was already showered and was changing into his tank. He looked attractive with the muscles and tats,I just stared at him while he was putting his Nike Cortez on. I looked away and sighed, he then looked at me "what's wrong?" He asked curiously "Armando." I said looking down "yeah?" He asked getting closer "I don't know how to say this but you are the only person besides Paula who I can trust so I'm just telling you two about it for now and you need to promise to not open your mouth about it" I said "I promise" he said. I looked straight up at his face and stared into his beautiful eyes, at that moment I felt like I could really trust him "I'm pregnant" I said and quickly stood up and walked to Paula.
We all went to the gang's meeting and Paula and I waited in the car till it ended because we couldn't go in unless we are in the gang.
After the meeting was over Armando walked over to the car and told us we could go inside. I started to get out the the car and Armando sat in the passenger seat and closed the door "I need to talk to you" he said and I sat back down and looked at him "when did you find out?" He asked "like a week ago" I said "who's the dad?" He asked, I just looked down and stayed quiet "it's that bastard's isn't it?" He asked all pissed off "he was my first" I said and I started tearing up "it wasn't how I imagined it" I said and felt tears stream down my face. I felt so comfortable with Armando, I felt like I could trust him. He wiped the tears off my face and kissed my forehead "it'll be okay, I promise things.will get better" he said and hugged me "he's gonna pay for what he did to me" I said "don't worry about. Lets go inside".
We're at Sergio's house just talking and then I had come to a realization that I didn't know their gang names. "Hey, what are you gang names?" I asked "Well We Sergio is Gallo I'm Smokey Alex is Smiley Emanuel is Shadow Chris is Lil Loco Fernando is Frosty Rob is Razor Luis is Scar and Giovanni is Ghost" Armando said "oh okay" I said "If you were in the gang what would you pick?" He asked "I don't know" I said "I would pick 'shy girl' because most people don't hear a word out of me until they know me and everyone tells me I'm hella shy" Paula said.
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