Happiness Isn't Real

Alone

*Beep beep beep* My alarm rudely awakes me. I scream in frustration knowing what the day is going to bring. I drag myself into the bathroom. I stare into the mirror and end up focusing on the mop consuming the top of my head. It is a strange brown and blonde color which happens to be the hardest possible thing to tame. When my hair is finally all done it is time to pick out an outfit. I dig through the clothes in my closet , I need something comfy. Today's going to be a long day. I pick out grey jeggings and a blue-ish green tshirt. I slide on some boots and head downsrairs wishing that my parents are still asleep. After what I did last night I don't even want to have to look them in the eyes.
     I throw on a black zip up jacket, grab my bag and head out the door. It is the day after winter break and I am not looking forward to the long and dreadful six hours of school that is in the near future.
   As I walk down the sidewalk my thoughts run wild, trying to win the marathon of my life. I wish I would've went with a heavier coat. I hear teenagers laugh in the distance and I know I'm close. I actually don't mind school but only because it keeps me away from home. I don't have really bad grades but my only motivation to try is collage. Yes, I am a senior and will be graduating soon. I have hopes to go to a collage in New York so that I am far away from home. I am unsure of what to major in but that's okay. I have plenty of time to decide that.
I put my headphones in as I make my way onto the high school property. I don't want to talk to anybody today. I like to stick to myself nowadays which is surprising due to the fact that my friend Kelsey and I were glued to eachother at the hip before break, before the incident.

Authors note
  Hey. I know we haven't wrote in a while but here is another chapter!! Hope you liked it!! See you in the next one 😊