Chapter: 19 - "Life isn't long."

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A/N:

GO LOOK AT THE HEART HEADLOCK TRAILER ON THE SIDE:) (It can only be played on a computer:/ srry)

Readers This chapter will be pretty long. This is the turning chapter. This chapter will change the course of this story forever. So prepare.

Jasmine's P.O.V:

"What did you do?" He stood there, wordless, mouth agape. I took the opportunity to let all my feelings out. To tell him how I really felt about him.

"You have ruined my life for four years! Four! When is it going to end?!" I yelled as the tears gushed out of my eyes. "Will it ever? You know, i have never hated someone so much in my life. I've tried Liam, to actually make you like me. But for some reason you just want to destroy the little left of life inside of me!" My shrieks altered to sobs as i continued, shouting as loud as i could, facing Liam, only meters away from each other. "That was the only thing that kept me alive. HE WAS. And you just took him away from me. I hope you're happy Liam. I really do. And i want to thank you . . for killing me." I ambled towards the front door, slamming it shut after i walked in.

After gradually stepping up the stairs I dragged my feet to my temporary room. My mind directed back to when i yelled at Liam just minutes ago, careless about the consequences i were to face in the future with him. He completely broke me. Harry was really the only thing keeping me alive. Things just happened so quickly.

I dipped my body into the soft bed, ruining the neat comforter. I grabbed the closest pillow to me and pulled it to my face, screaming furiously into it. I pulled away, inhaling slowly. My mind jumped to Karen. I really didn't want to deal with school. I pulled my phone from my pocket and went to the contact list searching for Karen's name. After i found it i called. As the phone ringed I sniffled again and clearing my throat, attempting to not sound as if i'd been crying.

"Jasmine!" She said, her voice bubbly like usual.

"Uh, hi Karen. I'm sorry I didn't call yesterday i was really exhausted."

"Its fine honey. I understand."

"But today I don't feel well at all. Do you mind if I stay home?"

"Sure hun. Do you need to go to the doctor?." 

"No. I just got this massive migraine."

"Alright, well get some rest. I have to go now, I'm about to enter the lab. Bye Jasmine."

"Bye." With that I hung up and tossed my phone on the mattress feeling slight relief. I rubbed my temples slowly, hoping it would ease the headache forming. I walked to the nightstand and pulled my journal out along with a black pen. Opening to a new page, already feeling vented, I began writing.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

I'm done. Done trying on life. When it just smacks you in the face.

When i was younger, my mom used to always tell me: 'Things go wrong. Sometimes we fall. The world keeps turning and we move along. So just be strong, cause life's not long.'  But I'm not strong. I feel so weak, and tired.  I wish I had my mother next to me, comforting me. The mom I knew two years ago who actually showed affection towards her daughter. I miss her.

Everything just happened so quick. I didn't expect it to happen to me. Can't change the past though, right?

My mom was right,

Life isn't long.

Liam's P.O.V:

I can't believe what just happened.

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