Try to Understand Beauty

Chapter 1

And they say bad girls ain't no good
Good girls ain't no fun
I still can't find a nigga that touch that, no one
And I ain't searching for it
Never trust but I'm working on it
Fell in love with that raw game
Swimming pool you surfing on it
Like 'yonce do the surfboard, surfboard
They still think you a church girl
We linking up on your days off
And I still give you that work girl
Like work, twerk
Throw it like that video, wanted that for a long time
Cool with it I get it though
First year we both fronted
We had feelings we didn't show
Second year we couldn't hide it
Funny part they didn't know
How could something that's so wrong feel so right?
But who to tell you this wrong though? this your life
Word up!

M

eek Mill&Nicki Minaj-Bad for you.

I woke up to my favorite song playing.But I was tired so push the button so it can stop playing, while I three the covers back over my head.Only to get them catch off of me.

"Mommm...what are you doing?"I ask.

"Bree get up are you gonna miss school."I heard her say.

"Mmm"I mumbled into the pillow but to her it sounded like ruffling.

"Bree Mo'ne Williams get up now"my mom said and walked out my door.

I lifted my head up of my pillow, struggle to get up out of my bed because I was on facetime with my bestfriend Shalley.

*45mins later*

After I got done with everything I put on some lipstick and a little make up.I finally walked to my full body mirror and looked. I took 3 deep breaths and closed my eyes and  I wish I wish I wish I was just beautiful.

"Let's Bree"My sister screamed.

"I'm Coming"I screamed back.I just had to get my phone, beats, and my backpack. I didn't have a car yet cause I was 15 about to 16 in 6days so what's the point.

I ran downstairs into the car.And buckle up and relax while listening to music by Post Malone.

I took another deep breath and got out the car.I walked with my head down but up so I can see and I don't bump into people so I don't get embarrass in front of the whole school again.I guess your wondering who is me and what I'm talking about.

My name is Bree'nai but I go by Bree.I'm 15 pretty hair and I'm insecure.And I never had a boyfriend or sex.Like most girls and I never curse not a day in my life.

I was walking and I got a text message, So I decided to read it....

Shalley:HEY BESTFRIEND!!... All I'm saying is have a wonderful day at school, since its the 4th day since summer just ended.But if you meet some trade ass boy you better tell me...And if bitches try to play call me I better be on speed dial...LOVE YOU!

After reading her silly message.I laughed to myself but small chuckles came out my mouth.I looked up from my phone and I saw I was at my locker, I got off my phone and picked with my locker.All I heard was whispering, laughter, snickers and chatters.I peep to my right and saw people looking at me.I just turned back around and carryed my attention back to my messy locker.