The Mistaken Bride(Female reader insert)

Aiden died~Wishing you could tell him

Normal Pov *

You mail the letter to Aiden in hopes of him seeing it and making him come back to you. You sat down on your bed looking outside at the moon rising. You shed a silent tear as you watch the moon rise. You hear a knock on the door. You quickly wipe your eyes before going to answer it.

You walk up to the door and opened it. " evening (F/n), I came to check if you were okay" Reiji says. You smile at him and say" I'm okay just needed to lie down cause I feel a bit sick." Reiji says " if you are sick I don't think you should go with us to night school. " you nod and give him a hug. He hugs you back saying " you get better (F/n)."

You smile as he leaves. You go lie down on your bed. You looked at a picture of you and Aiden. You sigh and say" I hope you come home soon. " you fall asleep while holding the picture.

*next morning *

You woke up and went to take a shower. After a while, you climb out and got dressed. You went downstairs and sat in the lounge. You heard a knock on the door. You smile and think' this must be Aiden cause he must of got my letter and decided to come back to me.' You rush to the door and as you opened it you saw a guy dressed in the same uniform that you saw Aiden leave in. He says " are you (F/n)?" You say " yes I am" with a smile on your face. He hands you a few envelopes and says " I hate to tell you this (F/n) he died in battle." Your smile disappeared as you look at the envelopes he gave you. He says " if you want to know we are going to bury him tomorrow." You say" I'll be there...." he says " I know you didn't expect this...These are all the letters you sent plus his letters he couldn't send to you in time. " You look up at him and say" Thank you for telling me " he nods as he walks away.

You close the door and run back up to your room. You put the letters down and started to cry. You continue to cry cause you couldn't believe that he was gone.

The Sakamaki brothers heard you crying. Ayato says " Your's truly wants to know why is my melon crying?" Reiji says " well I don't know why but it must be something that happened and she lost someone who she held dearly to her heart." They all look at each other.

You stop crying and decided to read a letter of his. You opened it and it says " Dear (F/n) I know you miss me and so do I but don't worry I will be back home soon and I can't wait for it. I sometimes wish I was holding you in my arms and telling you how much I love you. This war that my uncle made me fight in is dangerous and I didn't want to but he forced me to. I'm always thinking about you every second of the day and wishing I didn't have to leave you but I learned that I have to be strong to fight for what is worth fighting for and that is to see you again in my arms. I'm sorry that I don't send letters as much as I used to but at least I read your letters and I'm glad that those Sakamaki brothers didn't harm you otherwise I would of made sure that when I'm back that I will give them a piece of my mind. So anyway, (F/n) I have to go fight now but remember I'm fighting for you. You are my one and only and I'm grateful for you . I can't wait to come and spend the rest of my life with you. I promise to make it back home to you. I love you (F/n). From Aiden Victor."

You shed tears as you put the letter down.

~Time skip ~

You stand there looking down at Aiden's grave. You bend down and place a black rose by his grave. You sit there by his grave as it starts to rain.

(Play The Song Now )

I don't mind, no I don't mind, I don't mind the rain
The simple things and subtleties they always stay the same
I don't mind, that I don't mind, no, I don't mind the rain
Like a widow's heart
We fall apart
But never fade away(fade away)

Told like a child do you know where I came from?
No I don't, but I'm singing all the same songs
I'm alone, and you're looking for your anyone
Does it hurt just to know that it's all gone?
I can feel the pain in the words that you say
Hidden in the letters that were written to no name
Let me be the hands that you hold to your face
Cause I'd give it all up if I could take it away
Buried in red, white, and a side some blue
Some will die too late, and somebody too soon
If he could come back, we'll see what it cost him
We had to lose it all, just to know that we lost one
Hi, I am just a shape in the shadow of greats
Hi, I am just a voice in the choir of saints
Oh, all the souls that nobody could save
And just like a light, we faded away

You shed tears as you look at his grave

I don't mind, no I don't mind, I don't mind the rain
The simple things and subtleties they always stay the same
I don't mind, that I don't mind, no I don't mind the rain
Like a widow's heart
We fall apart
But never fade away(fade away)

Fade away, as I fade away, away, away

If I could take it all back
Before the flags were forced to wave at half mast
That was long before my heart became black
There's no way to make it change or go back
You know that some of us grow old, with no home
Some of us die in cold house, with no hope
Still surrounded by the people you don't know, so don't go
Cause once it's over the time fades your photo
How many goodbyes can fit in a lifetime?
How many good lies can make it seem alright?
What do you see when you look into my eyes?
Or in the sky right before you say goodnight?
I could be the son that stands beside of your bed
And I could be the voice right inside of your head
I could say goodbye and you know where I went
I just wrote a letter that'll never be sent

You get up and say " I wish you never left me and now I will never get a chance to see you again and tell you something."

I don't mind, no I don't mind, I don't mind the rain
The simple things and subtleties they always stay the same
I don't mind, that I don't mind, no I don't mind the rain
Like a widow's heart
We fall apart
But never fade away(fade away)

Fade away, as I fade away, away, away
As I fade away, away, away
As I fade away (fade away)
As I fade away

You slowly walk away and go back to the Sakamaki mansion. You walk upstairs to your room and closes your door as you lock it. You go sit on your bed and the tears continue to run down your cheeks. You take a pillow and hold it tightly against yourself.

You continue to cry yourself to sleep....

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Author : hi guys I hope you enjoyed this chapter and sorry it's a bit sad but I just had to write it down. So please comment and vote.

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