I wish to run away. Run away from these entire predicament. I want to escape. I want to go to a place where I truly be accepted. And I found him. God knows how happy I am when they accepted him. His not perfect like me. He makes me laugh in every jokes he put together even though sometimes it is not funny. But I never knew that they’ll going to use him against me. I’m so disappointed and heartbroken. I am still in a cage after all. I cannot free myself. Because I don’t have the power neither does he. I’m trap in a place when we can’t defy the rules of the elders. Why do I have to suffer? Do I still need to undergo on these dilemmas? When will my heart be at ease? When will be the time for me to be fully happy? Most people say that we must live to the fullest but why am I locked up like a slave. Why can’t they understand that I cannot be the person what they want me to be? I’m sick of all this crap.
