Oops

What Will They Think?

"What are we gonna do?" Jake said still looking at the stick.

"I don't know." I was debating if I was gonna puke again.

"Let's just get you changed into a different outfit and say it was just that you haven't eaten anything yet. That way no one can judge you you just got too hungry. Hide they test in your backpack and keep it there."

"Ok lets go." I got up and did what Jake said.

We walked down stairs and everyone looked. Jake pulled out my chair for me and I sat down.

"Oh darling how are you. I hope you don't have a tiny issue." Aunt Judith pointed to my tiny bump.

"No I just ate something bad last night. I went out with my friends." I smiled and looked at Jake.

He laughed and excused himself to the bathroom. I just smiled and looked at everyone. Aunt Judith looked disappointed. One less person I need to tell. After that everyone left and I opened my new journal that I got form Uncle Bob (No he isn't married to Aunt Judith). I titled it Journal and wrote about what happened today. I wrote about what I want to name the baby and what Jake said about it.

Baby Names:

Rosie - Kelly - Maisy - Simone - Leanna - Karin - Kally - Aliea - Ainsleigh

I'm worried about what people will think of me. I threw up all over my new dress. I didn't eat anything funny... but i'll start too! I don't want to eat ice cream and pickles! I don't know what I'm going to do and I'm already showing. Oh Crap.

I closed my journal and walked over to the bathroom where Jake still sat.

"Hey." He said not looking up.

"Hi." He looked at me with tear filled eyes.

"Jake!" I ran over and wrapped my arms around him I was crying too.

"What are we gonna do! You are having a baby! What are we gonna do!"

"I don't know. But I know that I love you and this baby and I will do everything I can to save this baby Jake. Don't you want it too?"

"Of course I do I don't want to give it up or have an abortion. I want us to have this baby together Abin. I love you forever." He hugged me harder.

I hopped in the shower and looked down at my belly. I had never really looked at it before. It was bigger than normal. Does that mean I have to squeeze out a watermelon? I wrapped a towel around myself and got out. I was cold even in the towel. Is this what the baby will feel like... all cold even when it has a fuzzy blanket around? I mentally slapped myself. No calling the baby an it.

"Can you sleep over?" I slipped on a tshirt and pants. These won't fit for too long.

"Sure." Jake was a foster kid no one cared too much.

"Ok... I was thinking... I want to know the gender of the baby... So we don't call the baby and it. I heard we could do a blood test to see. Those are more accurate than an ultrasound but I still wanna do an ultrasound so that we can see the baby before she's born." I rambled on about ultra sounds until Jake stopped me.

Jake POV

She wouldn't stop talking I was just nodding along because I'm sure I agreed on what ever she said. I couldn't take anymore so I interrupted.

"Babe. I'm sure you've got this. You are gonna be supermom ok? I love you." I leaned in and gave her a kiss.

"I love you too." She looked up at me."It think the crib should be brown though." She laughed as I play tackled her onto the bed. We laughed and laughed and laughed until she got hungry and went downstairs.