Today was Matts birthday and instead of being with her im on tour again.
"Hey man 10 minutes till show time" Luke says throwing me my mic.
"Thanks" I mumbled
"You alright?" He asked worried since im always hyper and happy before a show.
"No. Todays Matts birthday and instead of being with her im at the show" i sighed looking down
"Jai you know Matt wont be mad at you for this. And plus arnt you going to see your next week?" He asked putting a hand on my shoulder
"Yeah. Oh i can give her those little roses she loves" i said smiling thinking of the moment
"Thats the spirit. Come on we got a show" he said as we all walked out to the stage.
Just like every concert i look out into the audience and look for her beautiful face. Just when i think i see her face and start to smile I remember ill never see her face in the audience.
Ill never see her face in the audience or in person again. Because Matt died over 2 years ago.
