Here i sit waiting, waiting for something that i know wont happen but hope will.
I was interrupted by my phone ringing. I look down and saw it was my brother Jai.
"Hello?" I asked
"Beau where are you?" He asked worried since i just walked out the house without a word.
"The airport" i said like he should of already known
"Why?" He said confused
"She said shed come back" i said starting to cry.
"Beau... The plane crashed 3 years ago" he said
"Dont" i warned
"Beau shes been dead for 3 years" he said sympatheticly
"Selena doesnt break promises" i said then hung up
Deep down i knew he was right but she said she would be back and i knew she would.
That night i sat at the airport for 9 hours before the boys came and dragged me home.
"Beau you cant keep doing this to yourself" Luke sighed
"Shes gone Beau" Daniel said
"DO YOU NOT THINK I KNOW THAT. EVERYDAY I WAKE UP AND GO TO BED THINKING OF THAT DAY. I COULD OF DONE SOMETHING BUT I DIDNT. I KNOW SHES GONE BUT IM NOT GONNA BELIEVE IT YET CAUSE SHE SAID SHES COMING BACK AND IM BELIEVING THAT" i yelled going up into our room.
I laid on the side Selena always laid on and cuddled up into the pillow she always slept on. I breathed in her scent that was still there and thought about her.
"I know youll be back babe. I just know it" I whispered before falling asleep.
