"DADDY I DONT WANT TO" Macy yelled at me
"Why dont you want to go to school munchkin?" I asked as the boys tried to make breakfast
"Be-because all of the kids make fun of me because of mommy" she cried
I looked at the boys and they all had tears brimming in their eyes also.
I picked her up and put her on the counter and kissed her forehead.
"Why do they make fun of you?" I asked
"Because they say it's stupid how i dont have a mommy and they always rub their mommy in my face" she cried
"How do they rub their mommys in your face?" James asked
"They always say that they went shopping with their mom or that they went to the nail salon with their mommy and i cant do that" she cried
"We can take you shopping and to get your nails done" i said trying to cheer her up
"ITS NOT THE SAME. THOSE ARE GIRL THINGS I CAN NEVER DO" sje cried
"I love you guys but i need my mommy to do those things and now i never can. I cant talk to you guys about boys, or when i get my period or do girly things or go makeup shopping and teach me how to do it. You guys cant help me plan my wedding like mommy would or if i have kids help me with it thats a mommys job" she said bawling her eyes out which made me cry.
" i know baby but your daddy is going through a hard time without your mommy also" Beau said kissing her head
"Really?" She asked
"Yeah" Luke said
"Your mommy was your daddy's bestfriend and soul mate he loved her very much. We all did" Jai said rubbing her back
"Im sorry Daddy" she said hugging me
"Its okay" i said looking in her eyes which reminded me so much of Lilys. God i miss her.
