beats of heart { dhoombros imaginations}

aliya and shehryaar

This is frst one hope youlike it :p
Aliya pov

It has been 1 yrs after our marraige now i think its over i am feeling as like i will die in any moment i cant bear it anymore now i cant live here anymore . still i dont know what he want he is just too rude at  me and he doesnt care about me . Puri raat bahar the aur abhtak  ghar nahi aya meri zara si bhi fikar nahi hai usse abh mai bhi iss rishte  ko nahi rakhna chati. Bht koshish ki thi iss rishte ko na tuthne de ne ki magar abh mujhse  aur nahi hoga

Shehryaar pov

Yesterday night is just that i didnt know what to say or what to do she doest give me a chance to say me that i was just doing a lot of work becoz of  our better future i know that i was wrong and sometime didnt come back to home but i doesnt  know that it was my biggest mistake ever i placed my head on the sterring until i start my car  a loud car sound is comming from back i trun my head and and say sorrry brother i am just going i kept my eyes on the road as tears fell down my cheeks i controll my self a lot but i cant controll

why i hurt her she is my love how can i doo that bohot ghalat kiya hai usske sath mujhe aise nahi karna chaiye i am sorry alu i never hurt you plzz forgive me plzz  i turn on  the music player when i heard that music i cried a lot which make my vision blur
Haan hogai ghalti mujhse mai janta hoon par abh bhi tujhe mai apni jaan mantahoon
Jaan manta hoon
Sirf saseehi  toh baki hai jab teri yaad aati hai yaad me teri sath yeh bhi tor jati hai
Ghalti toh sab se hoti hai ghalti mujhse bhi hogai abh maaf bhi karde mujhe kyun durr ithna hogai ek ghalti ke liye kyun sath chodh gai tu kyun muh moor gai tu kyun benishaan sa nishaan  chodgai
Tu hai hogai ghalti mujhse me janta hoon par abh bhi tujhe mai apni jaan manta hoon
Jaan manata hoon
Shaan manata hoon

Shehryaar pov

When the song is come to an end i wipe my tears away and make a disicion that i never hurt again never ever

After parking the car i run to the maindoor and push the bell but no answer again i push but same no answer my hands was shaking as i try to open the door the door was actually open during the whole night ohh shit where is aliya is she okay

Aliya pov

I cried until my thorat dried now  its almost finish in my whole life i never get what i want i hate my self i dont wana live i want to die i placed the knife on my hand and started reminding the past of our life we love each other very much but i dont know what happen to him he is just too rude and harsh he doesnt care about me before our marraige we is just like 2 heart and one sole but now its fake when i about to cut my nerve suddenly the door bell is ring i dont know what to doo i placed my hand on lip to stop crying  and say good bye to him
Shehryaar pov

Aliyaaaaaaaa dont do that plzzzz  now i was yelling at her to stop but she doesnt even listin to me and ahaaaaaaaa i cant see that i run and slap her on right cheek she is criying as like helll i hug her tightly as i dont wanaaa leave her but there was no responce her whole body is num and cold alu plzz say something plzzz alu when i broke the hug saw she was faint (behosh ) rightly i carry her and placed her on bed and kiss her on forehead for a good amount of time
Aliya pov

When i am placing the knife on my hand to cut my nerve  sherry open the door and yelling at me but i refuse to listen her when i about to cut he slap me this slap is just too hard for me to bear the pain my vision is getting blur and my whole boby is num
Shehryaar pov
Mujhe aise nahi karna chaiye tha  she is too weak and i slap her shame on you sherry you never become a good husband 

When i am talking to my self i hear a murmaring sound from bed slowly  i placed my hand on her hand . alu are you okay after somesecond  she open her eyes which was blood shot eyes indicating that she must be cried all the time i tightly hug her and say

Iam sorry alu plzz forgive me plzzz
Aliya pov

I am not feeling well i turn my head on left and right and my whole boby is doing the same act when i open my eyes my eyes meet her soft yet blood shot eyes suddenly he hug me and saying plzz forgive me alu sorry na plzz my whole body become num i didnt have much energy to fight with her i slowly wrap my hand on her waist and slowly kiss her on her cheek
Shehryaar pov

When i hug her she too hug me indicating that she loves me too not willing me to leave her she slowly kiss my cheek i smile at her and say r u fine alu she just smile now iam relax and strees free i slowly move my body to get up but she hug me tightly and again she is crying i rub hear tears away and say please dont do that  plzzz when she doesnt listen to me i slowly drank her tears after a  cute  blush appear on her face
Aliya pov

As i was crying i dont wanna leave her never ever when i was continously crying suddenly he drank my tears that making me blush pllzzz sherry dont do that i didnt like it all i lie at him infact this make flying butterflies  on my stomach this feeling is just tooo good
Shehryaar pov

After hearing those word from her a smirk appear on my face i reply to her jaan sedhe sedhe blodo that you dont wanna short wala kiss you want a big one right i laugh at her she is just to naughty when i about to say something she place her finger on my lips her eyes was like deep blue ocean slowly i placed my lips on her lips and kiss her for a good amount of time and after that i slowly kiss on her neck she hug me more tightly which make me to kiss her again and  again i put her  sleeve down to the shoulder and kiss her bare skin which giving me soo calmness and soothness

Assalamulekom hope you like it people my bunny rabbits hahaaa soory if you dont like it plzzz keep reading my books

I know i make a lot of mistakes and sooo on sorry for all that :'(