Unveiled

dumb

We dont say the right words,think the nice thoughts,or feel the right emotions.We're human,in any sense of the word.

i dont even know if this should be given attention.if this should be felt.
because it felt good but it doesnt felt right.maybe im insane,maybe im just more stupid than i thought or maybe im just too blind, too plain and pathetic,typical human.

i've got doubts,perplexities and even though when i was younger,i'd believe there is so much in life,there is so much in a person,there is more in love,there is best in happiness.

and my faith failed me.when i was growing i lost them,all the sparks and magic life can offer.Did really I?
perhaps it was life that lost me,perhaps it was it's own will because i'm nonsense,skeptical and doesnt take even a tiny bit of space in the vast universe.people might even like to believe there are aliens than there is me.i dont exist,i am forgotten and in a hundred of years there was no tract of mine,no evidence,no me.even now it seems like the wind is better than me.The wind can be felt though it cant be seen.I can be seen but no one does feel me.maybe when i die no one would ever remember.

poor kid,she lost her mind and her life