Just Want To Be Happy

1- Just Want To Be Happy

I have wasted 20 years in this small town of mine ( Clearwater Florida ) and I'm about ready for a change. One day when I was off from work and my boyfriend ( Jesse ) was at work, I decided to watch my favorite show Degrassi. It was a great show and then I saw this handsome extremely attractive guy name Lou on the show, he was catching feelings for a girl name Clare and they had so much chemistry together on the show. I decided to do some research and look at his bio, he's mixed and he's a Canadian and I saw YouTube videos of him in interviews and he comes off as a chill sweat heart.

I wanted to meet him so bad and maybe even move to Toronto Canada to be an actor too and in the process even get on Degrassi, but I would be leaving Jesse and I love him. Maybe if I tell him my plains he would want to go also, I waited for hours for him to come home and then @ 3:00 in the morning while I drifted off to sleep he comes in the door. I was furious at him telling him how could he be coming in this late! The only thing he had to say was am I done and I walked up to are room and closed, clocked the door and went to bed pissed off.

What a jerk and even the next day wasn't even better, he walked up to me while I was at the table eating breakfast asking me so when are we going to make up because I'm ready for sex like right now Sam. I told him later tonight I'll have what he wants, he walked off smiling like he won but he didn't realized that once I had what I needed ( my money from my savings and full tank of gas, passport ). My but was leaving and around the time he got home later that night I was about to walk out the door and he said, if you walk out that door we are forever and most certainly over. I turned around looking sad for a second then I threw up a bird finger at him and walked out. I'm ready to move to Canada and here I go.