The Hidden Secret

Chapter 4

"So Luzkayla what do you like to do for fun ?"Marco asked me while we were all seating  down in the dining room eating like a normal family which we aren't "Well i like to write songs ,read ,play the guitar.." I said listen the things I like to do with a bright smile on my face

"Oh that's good do u have a boyfriend perhaps? "He said all of the sudden wanting to know about my life with a curious face while my mom looked at me with a small smile seating next to him not wanting me to say what I'm thinking which will make this 'family time' awkward and  damn what is this twenty-one questions  "I did but we moved over here so I decided to break up with him it was the best for the both of us"I said with a sad face missing his smile and sweet words he was the perfect boyfriend anyone can ask for.'And its all your fault ' I thought bitterly

A harsh hand was place on one of my  left thigh while rubbing their on it ,it felt weird where ever the hand touched me it felt like having little sparks  .I looked down and saw the hand that connected to the one and only Blake."Stop that !"I whisper yelled at him while looking at Marco and my mom who were having their own conversation. "Why should I "He said grabbing my thigh harshly. I gaved out a little gasp of how tight his grabbing me.

"Because I said so "I said probably now having a bruise on my thigh I removed his hand and looked at Xavier who was texting away in his phone ."Why do you keep on looking at my little brother bitch ?"Blake hissed at my ear. I felt chills of how cold his breathe felt on my warm skin ."What's your problem i can look at whatever I wanna look at and I dont have to answer any of your questions "I said looking at his light brown eyes that had a tint of jealousy but mostly mixed with anger ."Because you live under my roof and when I ask you a question i want it to be answered "He said with an imitating look i felt like looking somewhere else scared of how he looked right now  but that'll show weakness.

"Look here buddy you can't control me and I dont have to tell you anything you aren't my parent so go tell some one who cares "I said very calmly but me saying it very calmly made Blake  more mad ."That's what you think "He said grabbing my thighs again while having a smirk on his face. I felt my face get red of embarrassment and anger .His smirk got bigger of how my reaction was towards his touch ."Luzkay are you okay you seem a bit red ?" I looked away from Blake and looked at my mom who had a concern face while everyone looked at me I felt Blake's hand go up a little bit it while he looked at me with a straight face like if his not touching me underneath the table.

"Yeah I feel ok dont worry about it "I said giving her a small smile to reassure her that everything's ok. As I said that I felt Blake's hand go up a little bit more feeling his hand stopped between both of my thighs .Bad idea wearing shorts for dinner while seating next to Blake."Oh ok honey "She said nodding her head and turning around to talk to Marco.

"Why did you that !"I said removing Blake's hand again. " I dont have to tell you anything you aren't my parent so go tell some one who cares "Blake said while trying to sound like me which it doesn't work for him because it  sounds like a squeaky voice like Alvin from the chipmunks ."I dont sound like that  "I said crossing my arms while scrunching my nose a habit that I have when people like him get on my nerves .

He looked at my nose with a small smile a real smile not one of his smirks but it soon disappear to a smirk 'Spoke to soon' "Yeah I know your voice sounds way worse like a whore desperate for some dick "He said while having a smirk on his face but it had amusement behind it "No it doesn't !"I said getting irirritated  .

I felt someone tugging on my white shirt I looked away from Blake to see Lucas standing next to me who looked really tired while rubbing his eyes."Hey buddy you tired? "I ask him expecting him to answer but he didnt he just nodded his head up and down .

"Oh okay you want me to take you to your room ?"I asked again .His little face turn a bright red maybe thinking its embarrassing to put him to bed.I just Awwwwed at how cute he looked why can't both of his brothers be like him quiet and nice. "Hey mom Im going to sleep im taking Lucas with me "I said interrupting my mom's conversation who was laughing a minute ago."Yeah honey go right ahead "She said nodding her head .As soon as she said that I stood up from my chair I looked at Blake who was looking at me already .I looked away and saw Xavier who was licking his lips looking me up and down.I just rolled my eyes and grabbed Lucas hand and left the dining room .

"So Lucas do you like me?"I asked him while walking to his room trying to make a conversation .He just gaved me a big smile . "Good because I like you too "I said with a big grin  and opening his door walking inside his room with him.He just laid himself in his bed and looked around his room mostly his closet ."What's wrong buddy?"I ask seating down next to him with a concern look.He just looked at me with a scared look ."Hey shhh dont be scared buddy theirs nothing to be scared of "I said laying next to him he just gaved me a small smile and yawned "Do you want me to sing you a song for you can go to sleep ?" I said looking at his eyes which he nodded his head .I gaved him a little chuckle of how he answered me.I started singing him my new song
Light as snow ..
Cold as iceee..
You let me in
But your eyes say other wise
When im with you i feel im on ice..
I wish I never fell for you
But my heart says otherwise..
Im blinded by the light..
When im with you ...
You see me as your light...
But sometimes when im with you ,
You let the silence do the talking. .
You let me in
You push me out ..
Just let me in dont be cold as ice..
I heard Lucas's little snores I stopped singing and looked at his face that I fell in love it .I planted a kiss on his cheek while getting off his bed and left his room to my room thinking of how much my life change in two days but not knowing thats omeone heard me sing with a pleased smile on their face.

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