Dammit!
My mind wanders back to you again
No matter how many things come across my mind,
The one sole thing that is constant are my thoughts of you
Screw those who believe that liking your bestfriend can damage a friendship
I don't care what they say...as long as they are not talking bad about you
Screw their judgements! I'm not trying to please them. I want to make you happy.
Those dreamy brown eyes gaze into....your crush's. Why the hell should i care?!?
It's not like I can hope for a future with you
Dammit! Screw this life!
Here I am, wanting your company, craving it, actually.
But there you are,scribbling names and not one of them is mine
You don't know how much I want to change BFF from best friends forever to BoyFriend Forever.
You don't know how much I want to change what I look just to get you to notice me
When I'm sad your hands reach out--- to pat my shoulders.
When I cry you wipe my tears----with the same hankerchief that you pretended to step on as a joke
Is just a little sister all you see me as? Is it me, or are you gay and just didn't tell me?
Damn! I want you to hold me close.
I want you to kiss me like one of those romantic movies that we used to watch
I want to look into those brown eyes and tell you what I feel, over and over again and hear you answering back
It's just a faroff dream but I still want to hold on to hope. The one day,
I want you too see me----not as the girl you grew up with, but as the girl who grew to love you.
YOU ARE READING
Random Thoughts, Random Poems
PoetryThis is a compilation of peoms and random entries that I made. They are free verse and some are inspired by Spoken Word Poetry, Classic Poetry, Fiction and Non Fiction Literature, Life and Random Thoughts throughout my life. They are made and compos...
