Blood Lust

Chapter Three: Secrets

Pain, I woke up too more pain. Ouch, I looked over at the clock on my night stand it was 10:30am we had been sleeping for an hour and a half. I looked down, Erin was still snuggled on my chest she looked adorable but her laying on me was starting to get unbearable. My skin burned and ached, I picked her up moving her too the side as slowly as possible trying not to wake her. I got up stretching, "Fuck" I said out loud my body was soar worse then before I walked over too the mirror to see the damage but there was no bruising. That's weird maybe I was starting to adapt too it. I pulled on a new pair of sweats tying the draw string tightly around my waist. 

    I went back too the bed too look at her I kissed her cheek softly and then pulled the blanket back over her. I didn't wanna sleep with out her again and I knew it would be hard for me from now on. I got up to go spray the downstairs or light some candles or something to try and cover up her scent. Her scent that no longer impulsed me it drew me in it was the best sent iv smelled in my life even better then blood. I walked down stairs, it was a good thing Timothy had a thing for candles I lit every single one I could find. Flower, pumpkin and berry smells swirled through the air. I heard my dresser draw open and raced upstairs she was awake pulling one of my long black shirts over her head. "How did you sleep." I said leaning up against my door frame watching her.

"Pretty good even though the surface I slept on was hard and a bit cold. We missed school."

"Fuck school this is more important."

I walked over to her leaning in to kiss her, every time we kissed I felt like I might just lose control. I cupped her breast in my hands rubbing them softly. Her nipples slowly got hard and she moaned and I kissed my way down her jaw line to her neck.Then I stopped myself pulling away from her and composed myself. "I wanna know everything there is too know about you." I said crossing my room too sit on the couch pulling her with me.

"Well i'm not exactly an open book."

"Say as much as you would like no pressure, I want you to feel like you can tell me anything."

"Okay but you have too promise not to say anything till i'm finished. Most of my feelings and life I'v never spoken out loud." She sat down on the couch and pulled her knees into her body. I made a zipper motion over my lips and locked it with an imaginary key.

"Okay well I haven't had a model life. I first phased when I was twelve that's young for wolves it was probably because my dads Alpha. Everyone in our pack pretty much hated him he was too harsh and thought all punishment should be death. Which is why my mother wanted to leave him but she never made it out. My mother was Latin she taught me how too speak her language and it was like our own personal code. I loved her more then anything and he murdered her. She didn't agree with his way of life and the pack covered it up to protect him. I had no choice but to stay with him and my two brothers who were as abusive and ruthless as he was. I ran away once and they beat me almost too death and said if I ever tried again id end up like my mother. There are twelve member of our pack including me and i'm the only girl. I'v been denied friends all my life and have been forced to do horrible thing's like kill other supernatural creatures my dad said it was the only way id earn my place in the pack. They kill vampires and other beings for sport they feel like our kind is dominate. Yet even that didn't make me hate him I only started too hate him after he let his beta rape me, under his super vision of coarse. And he continues to try and control me with threats and abuse. I have no idea how to get out of it and I know he would never let me. But most of the time i'm home alone because he and my brothers are out handling pack business and getting drunk every night. Your the only person that helps me escape my world and the pain, all of the bruises aren't from you." She looked up at me now almost in tears I felt like someone had just stabbed me thousands of times in the heart. I looked at her and pulled her body too mine hugging her. "You don't ever have to worry about them hurting you again and i'm never going to leave you, you wont ever be alone again."