Chapter 4 Did I Just Say That?

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Louis's P.O.V:

I was the first one up. I couldn't go back to sleep after I put Channel back in bed. What she had said about her dream and someone getting hurt. She had said that she was home sick and that she wanted to go home but, truth is I don't think any of the guys want her too. I got up to use the loo and brush my teeth. After  I finished I went into Niall's and Channel's room. She was cuddled on him. and I could tell that she liked him. They look really cute together. I went to her side of the bed and woke her up, "Shh." I said with a finger to my mouth. She nodded and got up from the bed, I motioned for her to follow me. We went to the kitchen, "Can we talk?" I asked her "Sure Lou what do you want to talk about?" She said while getting a cup of water. " Well yesterday night. What was that all about? I just want to make sure your ok."  She was quite for a second and then went back to drinking her water. "Louis," she sighed. I was homesick and well the dream I talked about was  dreams that I get a lot. I know you wont believe me when I say I dream the future, or anything pretty much but its true. But Im fine now Louis." She said when a smile. "Thanks for caring Lou." "Anytime love."

" Now can I talk to you about something?" "Sure love, talk away." Ok well Im not the best when it comes to dating and I have dated once before but that was a mistake. And well Im not saying Im going to date Niall but you know, I want to be normal around him and know what to say and how to dress well. And how you have dated El for so long  and you guys dress nice, Well I thought that maybe you guys can show me? I was surprised, I really was. " I think that El and I will love to show you the magic of dating. Plus, I see that you like him and Im pretty sure that he likes you too." Really?!"  Yup." I told her while getting the pb&j  and bread out. "That amazing Louis." She ran and gave me a hug. "Thanks." Your welcome love." I said while giving her a sandwich. We sat across from each other and ate without really saying anything to each other. I could tell that she was in deep thought mostly because her eyes were big and she was biting her lip. " Channel." My voice made her snap back. "Yes Louis?" She asked while taking another bite of her sandwich. "What is it about Niall that you like?" By the way her eyes looked I could tell that they held love just my hearing the name. " At first I like him cause he was in the band, though Im not proud of that its true. At first I loved you all like boyfriends, but then you and Liam started to date El and Danni. And now Zayn has  a girlfriend and I was left with them. Harry was the first one that got my attention. So yes, I do love Harry very much and now that  I have fallen deep for those two boys, I never thought that Niall is the one that I would want to be with. But that Taylor shit really killed me. I cried for 3 night, I cried myself to sleep all those 3 nights. I was a mess I really was. The reason I cried was because I knew that she was going to hurt him and just to know that it hurts like a bitch. I think that for Harry there will always be that love that I feel for him. But with Niall... gosh that boy I tell you! He is the one that can make me smile when Im down. He's the one I tell you. I understand him. I really do. I promised myself that the day I meet him I was going to tell him how I feel about him. I have planed what to say and how to say it. I have restarted it so many times. I want to tell him ' Niall I know that being insecure is hard and even if you say your fine. It will always be there to remind you about your flaws. I know because it happens to me too. And I know some people say they don't have flaws but they are lying to themselves. Just because they look perfect does not mean they are. Even if I believe that you are perfect to me I know its hard when you feel insecure. 'Just The Way You are' is our song Niall. And when ever you need a song to make you feel better this will help ok?' Then I would give him a long hug and a kiss. But even that I would want to restart to make it perfect. I want to show him that he is perfect the way he is no matter what. I have fallen in love before and the only thing I got out of it was a broken heart." I listened  to het talk about Niall for 5 minutes. The rest of the time we talked about was just random things. I had no idea what t0 tell her when she finish talking about Niall, so I just hugged her and thanked her. I really do think that she can be his Princess.

Channel's P.O.V.:

Did I really just open up to Louis about Niall? I do have to admit it does feel pretty good to have opened up. I finished my sandwich and water before telling Louis I was going back to sleep. It was 6:30 am and Niall and the rest of the guys where still sleeping. I got into bed and cuddled up to Niall I gave him a kiss on the cheek and whispered "Good night my prince." right before falling asleep.

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