This ~ A Niall Horan Love Story

chapter 3 Home Sick

Channel's P.O.V.

We were in London now and the boys' and I were getting take out food and going to their house afterwards. I kept checking my phone to see if anyone one has texted or called me. I had texted them saying I was here and that I met Niall in the plane and that I was with them now. I didn't want to call because I didn't know the time over there. "Is everything alright Channel?" I looked up to see Zayn with a worried expression. I lied and said I was fine and I gave him a small smile. Truth is Im not, Im home sick and Im worried for my cousin. I don't even know why I just, I have a gut feeling that's all. I shouldn't have left just yet. I think it was even a shock to me when I said I was moving to London. I just wanted to jump from the car and run to the airport and go home. I thought for sure that I would be fine but guess not.  I miss Christabell so much, and just thinking Im so far away makes me upset. I was bring myself down and I was starting to feel depressed. What are they going to think of me that Im a no good and Im crazy for getting so depressed for nothing. UGH! I know they don't think like that but my insecurity makes it like that. I took out my head phones from my duffle bag and put on the only play list that could control me in a time like this. As I was putting my head phones in I saw Louis looking at me through the mirror I smiled at him and he lifted an eyebrow at me. When I pressed play I was glad that Pretend its Ok came on by Little Mix. I put my head back, placed my I pod on my thigh and set my hand on my sides.

After 5 song we finally pulled up everyone started to get off the car to go get the food. I had not even realize that me and Niall had been holding hands.? When did this happen? I was looking at our hands and I guess he caught  up with me and looked down at our hands he gave my hand a squeeze and smiled down at me. How? I didn't even feel our hands tangle each other. All I could do what smile and stay in shock.

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We got done eating and we were on our way to their house they all shared. Harry said that it would be another 30 minutes before we get there. I was between Harry and Niall. With Harry to my right and Niall to my left. Zayn was in the seat behind us. Louis and Liam upfront. Zayn and Liam had taken turns sitting in the front. Im sitting here as I speak hearing Little Mix, me and Zayn had been talking about what my favorite song was from them and I asked who asked who asked to out and how they have been doing. We talked for like 15 minutes then I saw that he was starting to drift off I  told him ill wake him up when we get there and smile and said ok. Im hearing Always Be Together and I was starting to get sad. This song, Pretend its Ok, and Turn your Face must be the saddest songs from their album. Harry taped on my shoulder and told me that we are about to arrive. I turned in my seat and woke up Zayn. He looked confused for a second and then nodded and started to sit up. "Niall where am I sleeping?" I whispered to him. He winked "With me love. Is that alright?" He was smiling like crazy, his blue eyes were sparkling. I bite my lip and nodded. "Sounds prefect." When the car made a complete stop I opened the door and went over Niall to get out making sure our faces where a foot away but still close enough to tease him. I don't know what was getting into me but I was liking it. When I looked up to see the house I stepped back and awed, its beautiful! Niall came and put a arm around my shoulders, "Like it?" "Like does not come close to how much I love it. " Come lets get your things for I can show you where you will be sleeping for now on." "For now on? What do you mean?" " Do you really think that we will really let you go live by yourself when you don't know a soul around here but us?" " "Yes?" I said more of a question rather then a statement. I was not expecting for them to tell me that I was going to stay in their house. "And this is for you," Niall said taking out an extra key from his back pocket "we always keep extras, knowing us we need extras." He said with a chuckle. "Wow, Niall... Thank you but I don't want you guys to think that Im just using you guys." "Take it please." he said putting the key in my hand and closing it with his. I was looking into his eyes to see if I saw something that would tell me not to take it, but I saw nothing. "Ok." I whispered looking at my feet. "Now come on get you things for we can go in."

" I hope you like it. I have lots of movies on the book shelf next to the window if you ever want to watch one while we are gone." "So is this where we are going to be sleeping?" "Yup." he said popping the p at the end. "This is wonderful Nialler."

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Louis's P.O.V:

I kept hearing crying in the back of my dreams. I had no idea where is was coming from but it sounded close yet far. I opened an eye and I still could hear it. So I was not just dreaming it. Is that Channel crying? I went across the hall to Niall's room, I opened the door slowly and walked in. I only saw Niall in the bed. I looked around for channel but didn't find her. I saw a glow under the bathroom door, she must be in there. But why would she be crying at 3 in the morning. I tried to turn the knob and with my luck it was unlocked. I saw her crying into her knees in the corner. "Channel.." She looked up at me with puffy eye. "Louis Im home sick and im having night mares and I cant I just cant. I wanna go home." Her phone started to ring and she picked it up, "Ana!!," she whispered-shouted "yeah Louis is here," yes from One Direction." Ana I keep having night mares and you know for a fact the my dreams are 90% right and I don't know what to do. I keep dreaming that one of you guys get hurt but I cant see who it is and when I try to talk nothing comes out! I want to go home please.." she cried into the phone. I had no idea what this Ana girl was saying on the other end but whatever she was saying it seemed to help her. She soon stopped crying, " ok I love you too. bye." she said before hanging up. I shout the door and sat next to her. I wrapped her in my arms I could tell that she was still upset. And I knew for a fact that all she needed right now was a friend to stay with her. I always knew Niall wasn't a light sleeper, that's why he hasn't even woken up.

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Sorry guys Im not feeling this chapter hope it doesn't suck. ♥

 If someone is going though any hard times please come and talk to me because as you just read i have gone though some hard times as well. Your not alone, trust me. Love you all and stay strong.♥♥

-Forever and Always

Shakira