Keep running,never stop

Something weird is going on

I turned off my phone as I heard my little sister Courtney walk in my bedroom. Blood was dripping down her nose and onto my white carpet. My eyeballs turned as big as golf balls as I watched her blood drip on to my carpet. Drip drip drip.

" EWWWWW!! Courtney, get a tissue!!" I cried.

" Heh heh,the thing is... I don't know where the tissues are." she replied  " You need to get me some."

That girl is driving me nuts! Lately she's been having a bloody nose like every single damn morning! Every day she walks into my room blood dripping from her nose. Everyday I have to clean the blood stains from my carpet. EVERY SINGLE DAY! 

I run out of the room as she follows me as slow as a snail. 

"  Move your lazy ass!" I yell as I throw some tissues at her.

" At least I'm not fan girling One Direction" she smirks.

Oh no, she does not want to bring that up. No girl, you don't want to bring that up. 

" Oh hey Courtney is it okay that I told your friends that you like Owen?" I reply sweetly batting my eye lashes.

" NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! Please please please please don't tell anybody! Come on Maddie I'm your best buddy! Right?" she rapidly babbles as I laugh at her until I have abs.

I walk to my room and she crawls after me on her knees begging me. 

" Please Maddie! I won't tell anybody you like One direction! I promise!"

"Can you shut up?" 

That always works on her. You tell her to shut up and she will. But it only works when I do it. 

"Just don't tell anybody and go buy me some Cheetos and I'll forgive you."

" Yes ma'am." she replies as she scrambles off the floor.

I watch her run out of my room and I let a little chuckle escape from my mouth.

" That girl will do anything from letting her secret get out" I whisper quietly as she barges through the door.

" Hey! How did you get my Cheetos so fast?" I question her suspiciously.

" Oh, mom got some yesterday."

Yes! My cheetos! She finally remembers! Lately she's been trying her best as a momanger. She's been so caught up with Alex and his career that she barely spends any time thinking about me or Courtney. And these days I have been doing everything  a mom is supposed to do. Make dinner, breakfast, lunch and more crap.

These days thing are totally different than it was 1 year ago. 

A year ago my mom was at home every day when I got home from school. Now it's my senior year and prom is coming up I don't have my mom's opinion only my sister's. But her taste in clothes is horrible. I don't know how my sister's going to manage when I'm gone but good news is  I'm going enrolled in The University Of Los Angeles . So in a couple or more months I'm going to collage! Yay! I kind of mad at my mom because I don't think she even loves Courtney and I anymore. She only cares about Alex!  It's not fair! If Courtney or me jumped off a bridge then she wouldn't have cared. She only cares about being famous and pushing everybody who loves her away.

She only loved Alex. She never loved me. She never loved Courtney.