I wanna say fuck you over and over and over and over again because you (we) ruined this bond we had.
I wanna say you're a shitty friend because you (we) tarnished this perfect gold that was us.
I wanna say we're done because you obviously want something else.
I wanna say I'm done because the guilt is eating, chewing, swallowing me up.
I wanna say I don't deserve your shit. And, go ahead you're too drunk for my liking anyway. And, I hate you I hate you I hate you I HATE YOU.
But I don't.
