Hey guys, Rxted_XXX here. So you probably don't care or even read these bits of this story, type thing but I just need to have a place to write my feelings down and everything else.
What's being happening lately?
Well, my birthday has just passed and I had a few friends over for it. To say I had a horrible birthday would be wrong as there was some parts of it that I enjoyed but these parts were with my family, Present opening in the morning and having tea. You probably couldn't even call my "Birthday" a birthday. But that's not the only worse thing that has happened to me this week... My mild depression I think has come back and it feels like its slowly suffocating me bit by bit. The only person I've told is an Internet friend and it felt good to at least tell someone but hey, now I'm telling who ever actually reads this. But anyway, so depression and a bad birthday, what else? I cried in the girls bathroom and none of my friends came to even find me. I was sitting on the school bathroom floor and a girl from my class came in. She looked like she didn't want to help someone like me but she sat with me, in silence with an arm around my shoulders. It was a nice thing to do but it just made me feel worse that I made her sir on the dirty bathroom to comfort someone she hardly knew. So yeah. Depression, loneliness and a bad birthday. *sigh*
I want to see a bright side but sadly I'm trapped in the dark, feeling sad for myself. I'm almost too weak it makes me sick...
Thanks for reading, if you even did
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See you soon.
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Book Of Thy Random
RandomPretty self explanatory but here you go; A book about random things such as: -> RP characters -> Rants (?) -> Other Random things -> Stuff like that (P.S: I suck at explaining so just read it)
