They say.. Promises are meant to be broken..
"Bakit ba kasi kailangan mo pang umalis?" Thats why i don't believe in forever. Dahil lage tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahalaga satin, what if.. What the hell am i thinking?! Im only 13 for god sake!
"nadine, i have my own reason plus babalik naman ako! Hindi pa ko mama--.. Mawawala noh!" Inakbayan niya ko pero tanapik ko agad yung kamay niya.
"then give me two valid reasons." Pagmamaktol ko.
"First is magpapamiss ako sayo..haha" what the? Eh saglit nga lang siya mawalay sakin namimiss ko na agad siya. Tapos ngayon aalis pa siya! Tell me? Hindi naman valid reason yun ha!
"Hindi nama--" Agad niyang pinutol ang sasabihin ko.
"Second is.. I need a new heart..literally." Ang ibig niya bang sabihin.. Kailangan niyang mag pa heart surgery? Ganun ba?
"I thought.." Nag fade yung ngiti niya.
"Akala ko din.." Niyakap ko siya pero agad din ako humiwalay.
"I can give you my heart! Please stay.." Muli siyang ngumiti..
"I already have your heart." My heart beats fast.
"What do you mean?" and then he laugh. Whats so funny?
"Nevermind. Anyways, i wont let you donate your heart for me becau--"
"But im willing to--" He kiss me on my forehead..
"I have to go" My tears started to fall.
"Babalik ka ha?" he wipe my tears.. And smile.
"For you, i will." And then he started to walk away.
Every step he take.. Ugh! I want to run after him and beg him to stay but i cant.. All i can do now.. Is to wait.. Wait for him to come back..
After 5 years..
I'm currently writing on my diary when someone shouted my precious name.
"Nadine!" And that 'someone' is my bestfriend, julia.
"Oh? Wala kaming kanin lamig." Biro ko.
"Gaga! Kami madami, bagong saing pa! Nga pala, yung sikat ngayon? si ano.. Sino ba yun?! Nakalimutan ko nanaman yung pangalan! J-jerome? Ah basta yun na yun!" jerome? Parang di ko naman yata kilala yun?
"Oh ngayon?" tanong ko.
"Ang pogi kaya! May Concert siya dito sa Pilipinas! Actually bukas na yun, i have two tickets one for me and one for my very own bestfriend whos still waiting for someone that--" Pinutol ko sasabihin niya.
Teka? Bukas? 30th of december uuwi si james, ayon sa daddy niya na nandito sa pilipinas.
"Anong date na ngayon?" i asked julia, she gave me this look like shes asking me if i live in earth.
"Dec 29..why?" bukas na siya babalik? Omg! Babalik na siya!
"Oh my god julia! Bu-bukas na ang balik ni james!" Im so happy sa wakas makikita ko na siya after all this freaking years! Agad kong sinarado ang diary ko kung saan sinusulat ko ang lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sa kanya.. Kay james..
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Today is the day.. Magkikita na ulit kami. I missed him so much.
"Sure ka bang dito yung airport na bababaan ng plane ni james?" Tanong ni julia. Nandito kami ngayon sa airport na sinabi ni tito and daddy ni james.
