#2 Lesson Learned (complete)

5

Getting out of bed as fast as I could to make it to the toilet. Reaching the toilet I throw up everything that was in my stomach I was holding my hair with one of my hands and I wiped my mouth with the back of my other hand and fell to the floor on my butt while rubbing my stomach

At times like this I wish I had Trent here with me just thinking about him brought tears to my eyes after sitting there for about 5 mintues I got up

Getting off the floor I went to the sink to wash my hands and brush my teeth while brushing I stared at my self in the mirror

I looked and my eyes in I seen something I fear the most I seen that same sad, depressed girl that Devon had created coming back I pulled my hair back into a pony tail and finished cleaning my self up before I went downstairs to the kids

"Kaden" I yelled trying to see where all the kids where

"The living room mommy" he yelled back

Going into the living room I see Kaden sitting on the couch while Karen was laying on the floor on his back looking at TV and Merely was sitting and the middle of the floor with pillows around her playing with her doll

"Mommy" Merely said running to me smiling

I laughed and picked her up"mommy me big girl now so you can't pick me up" she said making a face making me laugh

"But your never to big to be mommy's baby are you" I asked her making a sad face

"No" she kissing my cheek and smiling I smile back at her and kiss her forehead and put her down

"Alright who want pancakes" I asked them

"Meeeeee" they yelled I laughed

"Alright pancakes coming right up for y'all"I said walking into the kitchen

After flipping the last pancake I but butter on top of it

" kids go to y'all seats" I yelled to them

Putting the pancake on the plates I made sure that I cut Merely up into lil bit pieces for her

"Ok here y'all go and when yall get done put them and the sink so I can wash them and y'all better not leave Merely down here by herself either" I told them going back up the steps to find me and the kids something to wear for today

"There's such a difference between us and a million miles...out from other side I must called a thousands times to tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done but when I called you never seen to be home"
(Adele-hello)

I heard my phone playing and by the ringtone I know it was Trent

I picked the phone up not knowing what to say

Phone call
Mia: hello
Trent: I'm calling to tell you to have to kids dress cause I'm on my way to get them
Mia: I was going to take them to the doctor with me but I guess you can get them
Trent: look I'll take you to the doctor I said I'm thru with you but I still got to take care of you cause you caring my baby
Mia: ok Mhm thanks I guess
Trent: yea just be getting ready and come open the door*click*