Troyaniel

Chapter 3

PoV Daniel

Back home...

"Oh my god I'm so tired", Madlene yawns while she throws her shoes in the corner of our hallway.

"Yes me too. Let's go to bed, okay?", I ask and take of my shoes.

She agrees and we go upstairs, to go to sleep.

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It's already 4am and Madlene sleeps since one hour. I am tired, too, but I can't sleep. My thoughts are all by Troye.
I'm thinking about what could be if I hadn't ever met him.
Maybe my life would be easier, but would it be better? I think it wouldn't. I think I would life in this fake world, all the time, and someday I would become a part of this world myself.

Honestly... I'm sacared. I'm scared to get like them. To loose myself.
These people seem to be happy with their lives, but they aren't.
They keep wearing this happy mask, but when they're alone this mask falls and all their real feelings come over them.
They can't do what they want, they're just like marionettes of the society.

Troye aparts me from becoming this person. And I'm so thankful for that.

In that moment my phone rings.
One new Message:
Hey Babe,
we need to talk.
I wait in front of your house.
-Troye

With a strange feeling in my stomach  I stand up and go downstairs.
As I open the door I see Troye with his back to me sitting on our porch.

Uneasily I sit down next to him.
For a while its quiet and we only watch the night sky.

"Why did you want to see me?", I interrupt the silence.
For a while its quiet, again, then he looks at me sadly.

"Daniel, I can't do that any longer", he says softly.

"Wait. No. Don't say what I think you want to say", I breath.

"I'm sorry, Daniel."

"Please, no, you can't do that to me! I need you!", I implore.

"Please try to understand me. Do you know how hard it's for me to see you all the time with Madlene?", he whispers with tears in his eyes.

"But.." "No, Daniel. Either you separate from her, or that's over between us", he interrupts me.

"Troye, I can't break up with her, you know", I try to explain.

"Good. Okay fine, than its over between us. Good bye Daniel, have a nice life", he whispers disappointed and stands up.

"Please, Troye, don't go! Troye! Come back, please! I love you", I cry in despair while he leaves.

"Sorry Babe, it's too late", he says sadly and then he disappears into darkness.

I hear the words still in my head. "It's over", he said. Now there's nobody who saves me from becoming like the others and I don't know if I can live without him.

Hello☺
Sorry for bad grammar... its so hard for me to write this story in english, but... whatever.
Well,
hope you have a great day,
bye❤