Troyaniel

Chapter 4

PoV Daniel

Now I'm sitting here desperately crying on our porch.

What should I do without him? I love him so much and I can't imagine a life without Troye.

"Are you okay?", Madlene asks. I wince terrified and turn around.

"Uhm.. yes I'm okay", I lie.

"Don't lie on me", she whispers softly.

"I am okay!", I say louder. I need to be strong now.

"Are you sure you're okay?", she asks again.

"Well, I'm not okay! And do you know what? You're the last person I want to see right now. I'm sorry, but please leave me alone!", I scream at her.

"Wow, okay. Calm down!", she sais disappointed. I just ignore her and hide my face in my hands.
In that moment I could break up with her. Seriously.
Because of her Troye isn't here.
Oh god what am I thinking? It's because of me. It's my fault. It's always my fault.

But now I need to go up. Even if I hate her right now, what I've done wasn't right and I need to apologize. I'm so sick of saying sorry when I'm not.
But it's for my future. My future as a famous Viner.

But what's about my future with Troye? Is there even such a future? Or have I already destroyed it? Was there ever such a future? Or was it just in my head? I really don't know.
A few hours ago I had said: "Yes sure there was and is." But now I'm not sure. Maybe there was never a future for Troye and me. Maybe we just are not made for each other.

Hello You

i'm so sorry. This is just the worst thing i've ever written But i promise the next Chapter will be better.❤

How was Your day?☺

Good night❤