My Sexy Beast

The Cadi

| Shay Andrews |

I sat down watching Boondocks with my dad and little brother. Bored as hell, i was. Dont get me wrong, i love the show, its just these two. They dont even laugh at the funny parts, discouraging me to laugh. My name is Shay Andrews. I live in Los Angelas along with my dad and little brother. My mom died a few years ago in a car crash and only Jr. survived. In my opinion, she deserved it because she wasnt a good mom.

She would always come home, wasted or high. She went to rehab twice but still cant get over her addiction. I always had to take care of Jr. until my dad came from New York. He got a job here at a local station and has been providing me and Jr., giving me a break. Now into my more, sexual life. You know the crew. Mindless Behavior, right? I know them. In fact, known them since kindergarden. They kind of drifted on and found a new girl best friend. Not that im still not their best friend, im more of a fuck buddy to each and every one of them. Call me a hoe if you want, but wouldnt you want to be their addiction if you had the chance? Im more into Roc though. He seducts me more. Princeton is more of my best friend and  we've only fucked once or twice. Ray, only once, now we are just friends with benefits.  And Prodigy? Thats my bro, and weve only kissed once. Im close to all of them in more ways then one and i would be damned if another bitch tried to ruin that.

My dad's phone beeped and it was a message from the station. Meaning, he had to go. I got a little excited that i would be able to go see the guys again after about a week. "Watch Jr, will you?". He flipped on his jacket and left without another word. One thing my father failed to do, was tell us he loved us. Or, he missed us, or asked how was our day. Hes just their to be a parent figure and hes doing good so far, just has his little flaws - dont we all? I jumped up from the couch and called Jr's private babysitter, Kadie. She lives in the house next to us and she babysits for no money. Kind of suspicious considering Jr. is thirteen and shes sixteen. Oh well, as long as shes not pregnant im chill. She came in less then five minutes and i was already dressed.

I had my little mario- colored outfit. Red top with a blue overall, some jordans and some fine ass gold jewlery to match. And of course, snapback included.

"Dont fuck him tonight" i whispered in her ear. She smiled playfully and shrugged. A giggled at her and then  walked to Jr. "Listen to me, Brandon. If your gonna fuck, use a condom" I stared at him blankly, to let him know, i aint kidding.

"I know. Now go"

I sneered at him. I dont know who this little nigga think he is. I kissed his head and then rubbed it off with my thumb. "Love you Jr." i said, smiling. He smiled slyly back, "I love you too".

I shut the door and let the young teens enjoy their little fun. I know i sounded like a bad sister to encourage him into doing adultrey, but i was the same way. Actually, I adapted that way. You see, before my dad got into the picture, my mom would bring her one night stands to the house. This was all before Jr. was born. One night, they didnt have condoms so she left him here with me, the stupid ass she is.  I stayed in my room, hoping to be unoticed but i guess he wanted to be a snoop and search the house. He found me and rapped me. Sickly, i liked it. I like sex, period. So i guess i couldnt really call it rape.

I never told my mom and her one night stands would do the same exact things. But i cut it out as i got older and more mature to understand the consequences of having sex with random guys.

I cant judge, Jr because ive done the same thing. It would be quite "unfair" to do that to him.

I walked at least two blocks before being greeted by Roc in his dad's cadi. I rolled my eyes playfully, "Show off i see". He shrugged and then shifted his head for me to get in the car. I obeyed his command and sat in, leaning back. "Shay Andrews? Or Mario?" he teased, pointing out my little get-up. "Whatever you want me to be, babe" I replied jokingly. "Well, i aint no cupcake, and i sure as hell aint giving up one fine ass lady to a migit, so how you doing Shay Andrews?" he said. I laughed at his little "logic" going on. "Just getting ready for an awesome night".