My Sexy Beast

Revealed Secrets

| Roc Roayl |

"Getchoassup!" i said, grabbing Shay by her arm. I dragged her out of Prince's room and therew her into mine. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" she yelled. "Your fucking my best friend?" I yelled.

"Not like we havent done it before! Anyway, why do you give ten shits? Like you said yourself, we are just fuck buddies" she quoted my saying. "Yeah, and you can only have one, you little hoe" i said. She gawked at me and shook her head.

"You know, my night was go very well and i was very happy to come here instead of being home, but i guess now ill just go" she said, grabbing her bag. I grabbed her arm in desperate need for her to stay. "Shay im sorry".

"Doesnt matter. I gotta go"

She left my room and i didnt even bother to follow her. I plumped on my bed replaying what i just saw. How could they do this to me? I guess i couldnt put all the blame on Prince because i did tell him its alright, not giving a clear view of what i really meant. And Shay, she probably felt that we were just fuck buddies and nothing more. So...i guess that meant that i head more feelings for Shay then i thought and the sight and fact of her with another guy just makes me want to stangle someone so much.

A few minutes later, Prince came in the room in just his plaid boxers. "Really man? Really?". I stared blankly at him, "What?". "What? You just came in my room, interrupted my little fun, and then run my girl out, and then utter what?" he said. "Hold up! Pause, rewind, play; your girl?".

"Yeah my girl"

"Nah man, your girl is Nala, not Shay. Shay is a single pringle and your taken. So you enjoy whatever fun you have with her and leave Shay to me" i defended. "Oh, says the one who said that all you were was fuck buddies and nothing more. Listen, you said its alright and if its alright then its alright" he said. "Well its not alright".

"Too bad, man. I already have her wrapped around my finger. And theres nothing you can do to stop that".

Before i could snatch that hair off his head, Prod intterupted our scene. "Hey, we have a seven hour dance reherasal, plus a recording, get some sleep" he ordered. I looked at Prince as he left the room. I followed him leave with my eyes before finally lieing on my bed. I turned on the tv and thought of Shay the entire time.

| Shay Andrews |

Im so pissed that Roc wants to ruin everything! He told me himself when we first started fucking that it was nothing personal. And you know what, i dont want it to be anything personal so if we are so called fuck buddies then you need to leave me to live my single life also. I mean, i dont know if he has any other feelings for me, but i dont have any for him, so we need to have a long talk about whats going on.

I walked home in the rain, and got my keys out. The lights were on so im guessing my dad and Jr. were home. I walked in and saw dad and some women on the couch laughing to boondocks. Wow, a girl but not his own kids. He caught a glimpse of me and immediatly pulled a straight face. "Hi dad" i muttered, closing the door. "Where have you been Shay? I was worried". "Yeah right, if you were that worried you would have came looking for me. Cut with the bull shit".

The woment looked at me. She was quiet pretty but still didnt mean she could give me the shocked face in my house. "Hi im Shay" i said. My dad looked at me annoyed. What? He would have complained if i wasnt polite. "Im Carla" she held out her hand. "And you are to my dad?".

"Shes my girlfriend"

My heart stopped as i looked at them back and forth. She gave me a pleasent smile. "Girlfriend? How long?" i asked. "About three years now" she answered. Guess he snatched this one up when he left when Jr. was  ten. "Hopefully she becomes my wife" he kissed her. I gawked at the scene and immediatly rushed to Jr's room. He was watching tv and playing his gameboy. "Hey buddy" i said, sitting on the bed next to him.

"Hi"

"Listen, i know you got caught and everything, but im still inviting Kadie over when i need to go out and your here by yourself" i explained. "I dont even care anymore, Shay. Im too old for a babysitter. Dad only asks you to watch me because you are home" he said bluntly. I knew something was wrong. I could tell by the attitude in his voice. "Whats wrong Brandon?'.

He stayed silent and creased his eyebrows, upsetting himself. "Jr?". "Kadie thinks shes pregnant" he blurted, slamming down his gameboy. My eyes widened. "What do you mean she thinks?".

"Shes been throwing up, having weird cravings, shes gotten fat. Face it, Shay, shes pregnant and im going to be a dad at this age" he said, tearing up. I hugged him as i cried too. All my fault..all my fault.  I should have stopped it as soon as i knew. Now hes ruining his life for something i didnt  take into consideration. Dad's probably going to disown me and kick me out, and i would have no choice but to live with the guys. "I just dont know how to tell dad. I dont even know if im going to tell dad. Kadie said shes going to keep the baby" he said, a tear drizzling from his eye. I wipped it with my thumb and kissed his head. "Im always here for you bro. Ive been here since the day you were born and i will be here forever. Dont worry about a thing" i hugged him.

He hugged me back and we embraced for about two minutes. "Did you see dad's girlfriend?" I changed the subject. "Yeah. Shes hot".

I stared at him blankly. Little nigga...

"Alright you get back to what your doing and ill go in my room".

I walked to my room, glancing at the two makeout on the couch. So disrespectful. Bringing your girlfriend here for what i think is the first time, and already about to have sex on the couch. I quickly ran to my room and shut the door so they wouldnt notice me.

My phone beeped and i slowly answered it, hoping it wasnt a text from Roc. I pulled up my inbox and saw a message from Prince and Diggy. I havent seen Diggy in a while so i decided to check his first.

From: Diggy

Hey Shay! Long time no see. Lets say we meet up at the shake shack tomorrow and catch up. Alright, night beautifuful

I smiled and replied. Ive only spoken to him once and that was about the guys and their tour. Other than that, we havent spoke. Kind of suspected me into thinking why he was all of a sudden wanting to talk to me. Guess i had to find out tomorrow. I checked Prince's text and he was just apologizing for Roc's behavior. He was so sweet...

I replied and drifted off to sleep.

"Mom?" i loooked up and saw a figure dressed in all white, glowing. "Hi Shay" she said. Her voice didnt sound raspy. It sounded bright and beautiful. "You look amazing" i complemented. She smiled and hugged me. It didnt fee like a hug that she normally gave me. It was really, motherly. "You look beautiful as always". I smiled. She smiled back and then frowned. "Sadly Shay, your future isnt as beautiful as you are". I gave her a confused look. "Excuse me?"

"Your future isnt as beautiful as you look"

"I got that but what do you mean?" i asked. "I cant answer that, Shay. I dont have the liberty. But, every person must learn from their mistakes and you will soon enough. Be strong baby girl, be strong. Because im telling you now, your going to need a lot of strength the path your going". I shook my head, "Mom, what are you talking about?"

Before she could reply, the light that surrounded her enclosed and she soon dissapeared and i was left with nothing. "Mom?!"

I suddenly heard sirens and quoets from the guys. They all pitched in and soon i heard gunshots. What the hell was going on?

"I love you Shay"

Voices peered in my head and they all pitched. "Be strong baby girl, be strong" echoed in my head. I screamed out in terror.

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I woke up instantly in a room that wasnt my room again. This time it was blue. I sat up. I was in the hospital...