My Sexy Beast

Grounded my Ass

| Shay Andrews |

"Dont just stand there!" My dad shouted. I was thinking of any possible excuse. I couldnt tell him that i never knew because Jr. probably told him that i encouraged him. I stayed silent and looked back and forth at both of them. I gave Jr. the eye for ratting me out, but i guess i couldnt blame him.

"Brandon go to your room"

Jr. rushed to his room and my dad scowled at me. I was so guilty for this. He calmed himself down. "Sit, Shay". He sat on the couch but i sat on the couch across from it. "When i was yours and Jr.'s age, i was into sex on a very high level. You could even call it an addiction" he paused. Now i see where i get it from. "When i met your mother, it was all day every day" he chuckled a little bit. I rolled my eyes in disgust. "Then she got pregnant with you. I was still a player then, always hopping from girl to girl. I didnt want you. So i took off then later came back, we had Jr, and then i took off again".

"The point of this story, dad?"

"The point is, i was Jr's age when i knocked up your mom. I had my whole life ahead of me and just because i wasnt protected or even thought of it, i put a pause on both of our lives. Its all my fault, believe it or not. I dont want my son - my children, to go through what i went through. So it pisses me off that you would let it happen. Plus, i didnt even know about the babysitter" he said, leaning on his hands. "Look, if i known about your little tragic story, i would have never let him do it. But i just thought, yolo right?" i said. He looked at me in total disgust.

"Yolo? Yolo? Fucking yolo? What if that girl is pregnant, Shay? Yes its Jr.'s fault but it pretty much is your fault too. You werent being a good sister as always" he defended. I suddenly grew pissed. "I havent been a good sister..?"

"When Jr. was little and momma was smoking crack who the fuck took care of him? Me! I was his mother! Me! Not you! You were too busy busting the nut with other bitches while i had to put my kid life on hold! So dont fucking come in here acting like you know it all, because you dont!" i paused to take a breath, "I got rapped! But i still didnt let that slow me down! What? Because you made your own responsibilty you just give up?! No wonder why mom was so depressed. You did ruin her life. And i feel so bad that i had to be apart of that treo. You know what, just leave me and Jr. alone. You were doing it fine a few years ago."

I grabbed my stuff and walked out. I couldnt look at him, i couldnt. He just annoys me in more ways then one. I hate to break it all down to him, but its true.

| Roc Royal |

My feet was killing me after that three hour dance rehearsal with the guys. We decided to call it a day and head back home. Prince and I walked straight home with Prod and Ray decided to take a stop at the store.

"So you and Shay are getting pretty close i see"

I looked over to him as he continued to walk straight ahead, not looking at me. "I guess you can say that". "Could you call her your girlfriend?" he asked. I think i knew where he was getting at. He was just jealous that he couldnt get Shay, and i could. "Yeah i could. And she is my girlfriend" I bragged, trying to piss him off. I saw him clench his jaw and crack a fake ass smile. Was this nigga really jealous? I mean, shes just Shay and i didnt really think we were up to girlfriend and boyfriend. We made a pack  that it would just be fuck buddies and thats all.

Yeah maybe a few moments here and there but nothing intimate. "Im just kidding, man. We are just fuck buddies. But just for the hell of it, why do you care?". He stayed silent for a while. "Arent you with Nala?".

He looked at me and hes shades were on so i couldnt see his emotion in his eyes. "I know. I dont like Shay like that, its just that, im not happy with Nala. All she does is get drunk and sleep with me. Its not a real relationship like what Shay would probably offer" he explained. In my opinion, Shay does the same thing, just doesnt get drunk. "Well then you need to grow some balls and freaking break up with her" I said bluntly. "And have the whole Wayan brothers after me? Hell no!".