What to do now? What do I do? I had no purpose being here. I was a Queen who couldn't rule. A sister who wasn't even in contact with her other sibling. A friend who had no friends or people to befriend. Completely and utterly useless.
The definition of useless is "of no use." Well of course I'm no use! Not in here anyway. I've got work to do but if I'm not in a position when it's possible then IM COMPLETELY USELESS!! "YOU HEAR ME? IM COMPLETELY USELESS LOCKED IN THIS ROOM!!!!!" I shouted in my head.
Ugh. I laid down on the ground and played with a loose strand of my hair. "Whduehdhfjdj" what was that? "Whisfjfhudsndkakal" seriously. What's all the grumbling? Oh wait. I looked down at my stomach as it let out another "geurhdnskwugh". I'm so hungry.
I have been in this room for the past two weeks. They slid food under the door once every two days. I think it's so that it keeps me weak. Wow guess this is just how fast a kingdom can turn on you.
Other than the food delivery I have no contact with anyone. COME ON PEOPLE! ITS NOT LIKE IM A SICK PERSON IN NEED OF QUARANTINE! Having devastating freezing powers isn't contagious!... Just really really not fun... Or at least not when YOUR KINGDOM LOCKS YOU UP IN A ROOM BECAUSE THEY THINK YOUR A MONSTER
But hey I couldn't possibly be a monster. I didn't have huge pointy claws. I didn't have horns or sharp scary teeth. There was no way I looked like a monster, or at least not the ones in books.
Plus the moon said I wasn't a monster so clearly I'm not. The moon is almost as old as the Earth right? Someone so old couldn't possibly be as foolish as a toddler... But I could. Who am I kidding?!? I'm taking advice from the moon. When does that ever happen? Oh wait IT DOESNT!!!! It's not supposed to happen. Therefore, my self diagnosis is insanity. I kinda established this earlier but this time it's official.
Not only have I gone completely insane but no one will talk to me. Not even Anna came to see me. No one.
No one. No one. Those two words swirled around in my head. They haunted me. Second diagnosis: I'm lonely.
I just feel so alone. No one could help me. No one could see me. No one could hear me. Ugh there was NOBODY!!!!!! I ran to my bed, grabbed a pillow and screamed into it as loud as possible. Someone had to have heard that right? They will come and let me out. I have ruled them for the past year and a half. I fixed all of the trading issues and got rid of that pest from Weasel Town who kept urging his country to take over ours after the incident. But... But maybe... Is it possible that my people wanted for his country to take over? They didn't want someone who could possibly kill them in their sleep to rule (it does make sense.) wow I'm so alone. I was alone before I was stuck in here. I just didn't realize it.
I walked over to one of the beside tables and opened the top drawer. I rummaged through the stuff. Gloves, hair clip, ribbon, extra candle sticks, a couple matches... I found it; my brand new journal. Every year my father would get me a journal so I didn't feel so alone. He got me this one right before they died.
I pulled the journal out of the drawer and plopped myself down on the floor against the wall. I looked down at the cover. The front was a beautiful smooth brown leather. Stitched into the leather were gorgeous swirls which surrounded my name at the center.
I carefully untied the small bow that held the book closed. I can't believe I never wrote in this. It's beautiful. But I guess its beauty was why I never wrote In it. Kinda like food. You see a display of food so amazing that you feel if you eat it your going to mess it up or ruin the perfectness of it all.
