I'm in a box
and it keeps getting smaller and smaller
I'm starting to freak out
I have sweat running down my back
and my hands are shaking
This is what Anxiety feels like
no matter how much you try to fight it
that box of hope gets smaller and smaller
creating less space to breath
It stress us out
testing ever nerve in our body
seeing how far it can push us
until we reach the edge
and sometimes we fall over that edge
we break down
we cry for hours
hell for day's on end
we block ourselves from others
trying not to hurt the ones we love
Creating fake smiles that fools everyone into thinking were okay
even thought we aren't
Even though we are mentally and physically ill
Nothing a doctor to fix
Nothing a pill or medication could help
Just something we have to deal with all on our own
Sometimes we forget about
Then it sneaks back up
and scares the shit out of us
and yet no one ever seems to notice
we are such great actor and actresses
we deserve awards for this shit
but yet all we get is more tears
more thought's of being a waste of space
more thought's of that tiny box closing in on us
