Kitchen Sink {Jalsey Fanfic}

Guns For Hands

I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT BEFORE THIS CHAPTER I'M REALLY FINE WITH DEBBY AND SHE SEEMS COOL DON'T TAKE OFFENSE PLEASE. I NEEDED IDEAS

-S

ASHLEY POV****

A Red haired woman tapped my shoulder. "What are you doing with my boyfriend?" She said when Josh put his hand on my shoulder. "Debby is my EX." I nodded. I turned away a little bit my anxiety kicking in. She grabbed my shoulder whipping me back around. "Don't think you can turn around and ignore my question! I Won't go away!" I turned around. "What do you want?" I whispered. "I wanna know why you're whoring around with other girls' boys." She said, getting close to my face. "I'm not whoring around." I said, tears I wanted so desperately to hold in started to prick my eyes. "Oh? Well then what's this?" She asked, heads in the bar turning and facing the drama. Josh chimed in with something I hoped would be helpful. "Debby, I've made it clear you meant something to me, but that flare is gone. It left as soon as Jordan was in your bed." He said, earning a few shocked noises from fellow night drinkers. "Josh, you love me. You said it yourself. You told me I was yours forever. And now I'm going to prove to this easy Friday night floozy that it's true." She said to Josh, turning and I closed my eyes and flinched when I saw her fist coming at me. I fell off my bar stool, struggling to stand up. Suddenly. A voice in my head rang. My grandma.

"Ashley, my sweet, sweet Ashley. As I lay here knowing I won't see another day, I hold your hand telling you that anxiety will not overcome you. Don't be in the shadows, my lovely. Say. 'I'm Ashley, I'm her and I'm not waiting for approval. Seek pride,my dear girl, Seek light in the dark ages. You'll find that light. And it will guide you through the time when you seem to think all is too much. Save yourself from your mind, stay strong, My dear Ashley. I know you'll be the greatest."

With that, her eyes closed and the light I had depended on was gone.

I stopped the tears and reached for Debby's obvious extensions. I yanked it and she screamed. "YOU C*NT!" Debby screamed at the top of her lungs, throwing a fist at he and knocking me on the bar. I rebounded fast and pushed her to the ground, stepping on her ankle with my heel. She reached down for it and I stepped back. I felt my wrists being thrown behind my back. I was being arrested. I chose not to fight it because making matters worse was going to trigger me. I saw people clearing a path for the POLICE man escorting me out the bar. Before I knew it I was in a cell at the station.

*APPROXIMATELY 2 1/2 HOURS OF SLEEP LATER.*

I woke up, my head feeling heavy and my mind in a deep confusion. The cell door slid open, Josh waiting on the other side. His ongoing silence was bittersweet. "Joshua," my voice was cracked and soft. "Ashley, you broke her ankle." He said, I knew she was a cold hearted person, but she didn't deserve that. "I, I just thought it would get me away from Debby." I stated, now shedding a few tears. "Well, look what you did." Josh said, still not looking me in the eyes. "In so sorry, I didn't know you where close." Josh turned to me. "Nothing I have will be what I had with Debby, I've accepted that." A/N: HE SAID THIS. PROOF ON INSTAGRAM: JEBBY.DUNSEPH

I Turned. "I. I didn't know."

"Of course you didn't."

I stayed silent until we got to the building. I walked to my apartment and pulled out the dead pieces of metal.

*JOSH*/NEXT MORNING.

I was thinking a lot about what I did to Ash. Getting mad was stupid, Debby attacked her, I wasn't thinking. I wanted to apologize to her. I wanted to take her by the hands and lead her places she couldn't figure out herself. I wanted to indulge her in lust and love. That wasn't and option. I would make sure she knew I was sorry. She knew that I couldn't help my anger. I felt the pain bearing down emotionally and physically. My shoulders where burning and my heart had a heavy burn and I didn't feel right. Something was off in my life now that I was fighting with Ashley. We aren't even dating. Fuck, I'm dramatic. I decided to take the big step to knock on her door. After I put pants on.

I had left my house and walked down the hallway to hers. I took a deep breath, or maybe 5. And then banged my fist against the door.

SO SINCE IM A DICK, LETS STOP HERE.

-S