Guardian Angel [Exo~Suho]

Chapter 4

Suho's POV

Wow, she is a really good girl. She even prays at night, now I understand why God let me watch over her. She loves her mom too much to not let her know her problems in school because she knows her mom is already thinking about a lot of things, think about being a single parent trying to take care of her child alone.. Plus, she really misses her husband. She loved him very much.

She sleeps so peacefully, leaving all her problems to God. Now that I see her like this, she's reaaally very pretty. Okay, I know I've said it before but, even in her sleep she's still very pretty. She has flawless skin, big brown eyes, long lashes and kissable small lips.. Ugh, what am I thinking. I'm an angel, for goodness sake. I should stop thinking right now.

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It's already been 2 months since I have been guarding her and.. I don't know but, I'm starting to admire her even more each day I see her. Everything about her is lovable. I don't really know why the guys don't have the guts to talk to her, because if I still had my body here in earth, I would definitely have feelings for her. Wait, what did I just say? Okay. I really need to shut up.

Nana's POV

I'm in Math class again and it's really boring. The past two months was better than I expected. I really feel like someone is protecting me. Nothing bad happened to me. I thank God once again for this.

"Excuse me, may I call on Ms. Kim.. Nana? She has a phone call at the office."

Phone call?? I never really experienced having a phone call in class hours...

"Okay Ms Nana, you may go."

I bowed and left the classroom. I wonder who's called me... I'm getting a bit nervous right now. No, Nana, think positive. Nothing bad could happen right??

.. I slowly answered the phone.

"H-hello??"

I answered shaking.

"Is this Ms Kim Nana? Daughter of Mrs. Kim Nina?"

"Y-yes.."

"Well, we would like to inform you that Mrs. Kim is in a critical condition right now becuase of an untreated stage 4 cancer, you may need to go to General Hospital to go see her on may be her last minutes........"

I dropped the phone. I just stood there, frozen. I don't know what to say, or even think. Why...... Of all the people.. Why does it have to be my mom? She's the only one I had left... How am I going to live if she will be taken away from me too.

"Ms. Nana, it's okay. You can go to her now. I already asked permission to the principal."

I got back my insticts and ran outside as fast as I could and rode a taxi. I need to see her... Why? Why didn't she tell me she had cancer. Well, I understand she didn't want me to worry even more. I'm drowning in my own tears right now. I just, can't accept it. She'll live, right?...

I stopped thinking when I saw the building. General Hospital. So, here it goes.. I payed for the taxi and ran inside. I went to the nurse

"Where is Mrs. Kim Nina's room?"

"Oh are you her daughter? She's in room 303 on the 2nd floor."

"Okay thank you."

I ran as fast as could, afraid to catch up on nothing. Also, knowing my terrible speed walking skills.

... I almost stopped breathing when I saw her by the glass window of my mom's room. It was Krystal. My childhood friend who left me because of who knows what. What was she doing here? I have never seen her ever since.

"Why are you here?"

I asked curiously. I didn't want to get mad at her for leaving me. I'm already used to it. But my mom leaving me, it's just.. different.

"I heard about your mom's sickness..."

"And? I thought you said you don't care about me and my family. You told me you didn't need me anymore. And that you just used me for my money."

"I...I-I..."

"You what? Okay, you know what, just.. Let's not talk about it. I'll go see my mom."

So I walked passed her. I don't even understand what she's doing here. I remember her telling me I was useless and that I don't deserve friends. I don't know why she said those. I don't remember doing anything bad to her. I walked in my mom's room.

I can feel my knees shaking. I.. I can't stand looking at her like this. She looks so weak.. and that she's gonna leave me anytime soon.. and that she's just waiting for something before she sleeps peacefully. I slowly walked to her...

"Na..na....."

My mom weakly said. I can't look at her like this. I don't get it. She was looking fine this morning. I just can't accept this.

"Don't leave me..."

The only words I can say by the moment while hugging her. I don't want her to leave me....

"Honey, take care of yourself okay? Don't be too depressed a lot. Just trust and believe in God, okay?.."

I kept crying. I don't want her to leave but then again, I don't want her being like this. The sentences she said... Looks like she used all the energy left in her body to tell me those. Okay God, take her already. I don't wanna see her in a difficult situation.. I'll be fine... I hope.... I'll try...

"I love you honey..."

The last words that came out of her mouth...