I'll Never Be Her. // Poem

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I'll never be her.
I'll never be the one that can make you happy when you're sad
I'll never be the one that can calm you down when you're mad
I'll never be the one that can simply exist, and make you glad
glad that I'm yours
And that's what makes me sad.

I'll never be her.
I'll never be the one who can make your tears go away
I'll never be the one who can make you shine like a bright sun on a rainy day
I'll never be able to hold you tight
I'll never have the chance to sit with you and watch the stars shine in the middle of the night
and that's what makes me cry.
I guess I'll never be her, will I?

So it's true, isn't it?
The only thing I've ever loved have turned into my own cries
The only thing I care about is the reason I don't even try
The one thing I want in my life is now the reason I gave up on life.

But hey, it's all my fault, isn't it?
I thought it would be best if I forgot about you
But now that I did, I miss you
And I wish I was there, with you.

Well, I hope she treats you how I would have.
I hope she kisses you how I should have.
I hope she loves you how I could have.

So, I wrote this poem as my last mark
my last piece of evidence before I join the dark.
I hope I see you there, and we'll eventually spark.

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