Accidental Love

Chapter 14

Chapter 14: Not My Day

Parker's P.O.V

"Look how cute they are!" I heard someone say.

"Awww!" I opened my eyes and find three faces staring at me.

I was in Jon's arms and he was still sleeping.

"Uh, why are you staring?" I ask Colby, Joe and, surprisingly, Paige.

"Because its so cute!" Paige squealed, casing Jon to stir in his sleep.

"Shh, you'll wake the lunatic." I said, chuckling.

"Sorry." Paige whispered.

"Eh, what time is it?"

"Around noon. We're stopping for food break soon."

"Thank god, I'm starving."

Joe looked at me and wiggled his eyebrows.

"What?" I asked.

"You and Jonathan." He whispered, winking.

"Its not like that, we're just friends . . ." I trailed off, looking at him.

"Parker. I see the way you look at him. And I see the way he looks at you." Joseph whispered, Colby looked from Jon over to me.

"We barely know each other."

"I heard your conversations earlier this morning about your past, and his from last night. That's a lot, Parker. A good start for a relationship, is to know each others weaknesses and strengths." Paige said softly.

"I don't even know what he feels . . ." The bus stopped and I stood up.

"I'm going to use the bathroom, um, I'll meet you all by the main area." I said, walking quickly to the bathrooms and locked myself in there.

"How could he even like someone so fucked up? He could do so much better!" I said punching the brick wall.

"Fuck!" I cursed, looking at my fists. Blood started coming through all the torn skin on my knuckles. I cursed again at my stupidity, covering my hands with the sleeves of my jacket.

They're probably waiting for me.

I stepped out of the bathroom and headed for the main area. The three stood in a little group, chatting.

Paige had left.

"Hey, c'mon let's go."

I walked ahead of the boys, peeking down at my bloody, torn up, hands. Fuck, I screwed up so badly. But hey, it could change Jon's prospective on me, could get him looking for better girls.

"Would you like a table?" A waitress asked, coming up to me, I pull my sleeve down a little more and I rolled my eyes.

"Nooo, we came to eat on the floor. Carpet for four please." I answered sarcastically. Damn, I'm in a bad mood today.

The guys snickered behind me as she lead us to a table.

"Do you know what your having?" She asked, I face palmed.

"No. We just sat down, how the hell do we know yet?" I snapped. She put her hands up in defense and walked away.

"Jesus Christ . . ." I muttered looking at the menu.