Insufficient Love

Chapter 6: Tearing myself inside

"And I'm done."

WARNING HAS MATURE LANGUAGE BUT IS BLOCKED OFF

Chapter 6

It was eating her up inside, but she never noticed. She was too lost in to him to bother to care.
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She walked out grabbing her phone to the lounge, seeing Eve and Brock planning out for their family.

"Brock I can't wait!" She said smiling almost drooling all over him,

"I am too" he said smiling slightly but inside he questioned himself

"Congrats!" Everyone said rushing towards them. I shrugged walking to the nearest couch, they were the 'power couple of WWE' like you need a Beyoncé and Jay-Z in the music industry, you need one in the wrestling company.

I put in my head phones in sitting on a couch closing eyes,

(Hurt : Christina Aguilera)
"Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face"

you gotten so lost into him haven't you?

"You told me how proud you were of me, but I walked away"

Do you love him?

"If only I knew what would what happened today"

If you love him you need to let go

"I would hold you in my arms and take the pain away"

But its so hard to

"I'm sorry for blaming you, for everything. I couldn't do"

I'm sorry Jenny, I really am

Thoughts kept popping up, what happened a moment before. I could feel my eyes fill with water as everything got
blurry. I saw a body coming towards me, I quickly wiped my tears away hoping whoever the person was didn't see me.

The tears flushed away as I could see throughly again, Brock stood infront of me,

"Hey.." He said awkwardly, I grabbed my headphones out of my ear standing up patting my sweatpants

"Oh hey..." I said, it was really awkward, "um, congrats on your new born child that's coming soon..." It was so awkward...

"Yeah yeah, well I have to go. Um see you later?" He said looking at me, funny cause he didn't question me with my tears hm.

"Yeah yeah, um yeah see you later" it was so awkward, I stood rephrasing what we said just before. I sighed walking to the girls locker room to put everything back.

"Hey" Naomi said to me as I placed my head phones in a bag,

"Oh hey" I said sniffing from my runny nose

"You okay?" She said looking at me as she wore her sneakers on

"Yeah, why is everyone asking me that?" I said sighing

"Well you don't look like normal, you seem sad. You know everyone's been talking in the locker room that your probably sad cause of Brock." She looked tying her laces together, wait. When and how did people know I like him??