Insufficient Love

Chapter 5: The sadness of letting go

"But it's so hard to."

Chapter 5

And on that night, the wind howled outside, making melodies of love that was never there.
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She walked back in the middle RAW going to the girls locker room grabbing clothes to take a shower, she's was alone as everyone was at the lounge eating dinner. She grabbed her clothes going to the showers. She turned on the tv in the bathroom to watch the show. As she took a shower, she heard Brock's theme music play on the tv.

She stepped out of the shower grabbing the towel and wrapping it around her body. She stood watching them enter the ring,

"My name is Paul Heyman, and I'm next to my client, your beast the conquer BRROCK LESSNAR" he said screaming into the mic

"My client likes to speak now..." He said handing the mic over to Brock

"A lot of tension been erupted for the past long times between Jenny and I, which my wife Eve is very furious of Jenny..." He said hesitating,

"And I'm not here to play games, I'm not here to go all lovey dubb-" he stop when he was interrupted by Eve's theme music

'And here she goes' I said whispering to myself,

"Brock! Aw Brock! I'm sorry I had to interrupt all of this," she said walking into the ring,

"But I have very important news!" She said smiling happily as ever, "I think, I think we should get our vows renewed!"
She said smiling, everyone was confused. Very, confused.

Commentators
JBL : Oh wow, Eve? Hmm
Jerry Lawler : oh come on JBL, she wants to get her vows renewed!
Bryon Saxon: but why...?

I stood in total shock, and in confusion. Why? How? She confuses me too much I thought as I wore my yoga pants and a tight shirt on.

"and, and you know what I think be best?" She said getting more excited,

"I think we should get our vows renewed next RAW on live television! What do you think Brock??"

Commentators
Bryon Saxon: I don't know how Brock will think of this.. He doesn't like publicity..
JBL: I have to agree with you, he likes to keep everything privately as possible ..

I nod my head agreeing with JBL and Bryon, Brock hates showing his life in television. That's why he lives basically in the middle of no where.. I quickly looked in the mirror placing my hair in a high pony tail.

"Eve, why does everything have to be on television? Why is it always have to be our laundries have to be on television, or why does our whole life have to be on television?" He said slowly fuming in annoyance.

"Why can't we just have it privately?" He said louder then before

"because of these people! They, they make me feel like Im not worth it! and Brock I want to prove them every single day that I am!" She said in a sadden voice

Commentators
Jerry Lawler: I don't think Brock is too keen about this..
Byron Saxon: I don't think he likes this at all..

I watched putting my mascara on,

"But Brock.." She said in a sadden voice,

"No." Brock said sharply and distinctly through the mic, silence grew amongst each other, then for a minute Brock was placing his hand on his forehead annoyed.

"But Brock, We Have To!" She said pleading in the mic

"WHY. WHY DO WE HAVE TO?" He said angrily, a moment of quietness filled the stadium.

"BECAUSE. BECAUSE, IM PREGNANT." She said in sorrow for a moment, Brock stood still, like a frozen block of ice. The crowd gasped cheering "hoeski, hoeski, hoeski!"

Commentators
Jerry Lawler: oh my god JBL she's pregnant!
Byron Saxon: what just happend
JBL: no wonder why...

I stood frozen staring in my mirror, physically dropping my mascara. This is not okay. I looked in the tv seeing Brock was still frozen, and a moment later he slowly walked to her shyly then hugging her so happily. He swung her around. I've never seen him so happy throughout my career and it sadden me, because I wanted to be the one who made him smile like he never has before.

"Brock! We could have a family now! Like you always wanted!" She said excited as ever as he finished hugging her. I turned off the tv as I didn't want to watch anymore. I sat on the couch closing my eyes, daydreaming awhile back.

8 months before,
" I know I succeeded when I have a child." He said smiling at Jenny,

"All I want is a child, that's what I call true love when you can find someone and make a living life with the person, which then I know I can say it is truly love." He said looking at her as they ate at the catering area,

"And I know whoever I reproduce with, I know for sure whoever I do reproduce with.. I will love her as much as I will love my new born child." He said, she looked into his eyes hoping maybe it might be her. But she didn't know what the future would hold, only hoping it be'd her.

I opened my eyes feeling tear drops under my eyes,

"Are you okay..??" Charlotte said with her Divas Champion belt,

"I don't know. I honestly don't know." I said looking at her.

"Is this about Brock? You've gotten so lost in him haven't you?" She said worried gripping tightly onto her belt, I nodded as she knew it be the answer I would reply her with

"You have to let go, he has a wife. Sooner or later having a family... Let me ask you this, do you love him?" She asked directly toward me.

"Yes." I said wiping my tears away, trying not to ruin my makeup,

"If you love him you need to let go before you may ruin his happiness. Sometimes you have to risk your happiness for someone else's happiness. And I know it's tough, but it'll be better. Do you understand where I'm going?"

Silence filled the room for a moment or two.

I stared at her then saying,

"But it's so hard to." I said sniffing, she came over hugging me, I broke and cried. Only my heart could not mend what's already been broken, and what I knew would happen would shatter my heart.

"I'm sorry Jenny, I'm very sorry." She said in empathy for me
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And sometimes, you have to risk your happiness for someone else's happiness.
Thank you for reading this chapter! I hope you like it as I based this chapter off of what happened to Triple H and Stephanie back then!