Sad but true

Dont say things wont change

If I killed myself tonight the stars would still appear the sun would still shine the earth would still rotate the seasons would still change so why not??
You want to know why not? How about how your best friends older sister would throw up by the side of the road because she's crying so hard?
How about the way your best friend will cry in her shower, in her bed, and in the bathroom at school?
How about the way your mother will cry every time she looks in the mirror or pictures bringing you home?
How about the way you fathers eyes will NEVER stop mirroring the image of you hanging body?
Or how about the way you boyfriend will sit in his room in silence unable to sleep, eat, or even shower because why would he even want to go on without you?
How about how your family will sit in silence after your funeral looking blankly at one another because God knows they can't find a single thing to say that doesn't just float through the air where you should be.
How about the way your sister will see your door and convince herself that you are on the other side sleeping.
How about the way your ex will come over and pull your clothes from the drawer while she cries holding them to her face trying to breath in what's left of you.
Don't you dare say things won't change.
There may be stars in the sky, wind in the air, and sun in the clouds.
But without you we don't want them.