Fountain of pain

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If I cut my self right
A red fountain will appear
To take away my pain
And
Wash away my fear
With  a color of crimson
And a sting so sweet
It makes you numb from
Your head to your feet
This fountain is my friend
I love it very much
But I love my boyfriend to
Know to choose
The razor or the boy
You can't have both
So know it's time I take the oath
I will not cut if I have other options
And if I do I don't deserve him
I take this oath
To try and get better as the blood runs down my arm
This is the last time I cut
I have to do a lot of harm
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
That's enough for now
Long sleeves to hide
To hide the cuts that I have made
To hide the pain that decided to stay
I'm sorry people for ruining your life
I tried to warn you
But you didn't listen

AN
This chapter is  dedicated to trin36000 Peanutbutter13311 (cookies4cash her for being a great person) Also to my wonderful boyfriend Mikey!! 😍😍😏😋Luv ya babe!!

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