Chapter 16: Round And Round

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My eyes began to scan for tweets,just after I clicked on the twitter icon."ew she's ugly",STAY AWAY FROM AUSTIN","WHORE","Pft won't last long","She's just using him".

A mixture of emotions started to rage inside of me.These people don't know hardly anything about me,they don't know me yet they're so quick to judge?.I burst into tears as I continued reading,until I had to mentally stop myself from reading on.How could people be so cruel ?.

Tears still remained to flow down my freshly made up face and happy feelings were gone now and filled with depression.I just want it all to go away I screamed,Knowing nobody was home.

The doorbell rang and I jumped out of my chair to answer it,passing the mirror and seeing my dark stained under eyes,tears making my eyes glisten.Austin walked in,his cologne hitting me straight in the face as he walked by,he noticed I was crying and immediately hugged me tightly.

Although I felt like all my internal organs were being squished,it made me appreciate his presence.He made me feel good,he made me feel like I was the only thing that mattered.

He pushed a strand of my wavy golden blonde hair away from my face,gently tucking it behind my ear and began wiping away my tears."Aw babe..what's up..hormones?"he said concerned but also confusingly.

I handed him my phone.I glared at his eyes as he began to read the tweets one after the other.He didn't seem that surprised,I knew it had upset him having to see his 'fans' leave such awful comments.

His face was no longer smiling,a serious look took over now and my stomach Was turning in knots waiting for his reaction."My fans would write this because they're jealous of what we have,that I have a beautiful amazing girlfriend,that I love someone else but them.My Mahomies however haven't been so harsh,they're supporting us Cecelia look"as he showed me a tweet "aw they're so cute","I wish I was her","jealous","she's gorgeous","aw I wish them the best",I began to feel a little stupid now after all of that,but I just felt as though I needed to cry,The Mahomies comments made me feel more at ease as I sat back down..

"Austin"I mumbled "yeah babe?"he replied sitting comfortably beside me,and glancing at the tv screen."did you already know about these tweets off the fans?and that magazine article?".

He looked down in shame "babe I-I-"he stuttered.

I ran as fast as I could,to get away from him,from everything. Slamming the door shut,I slid down the glossy,ancient,wooden panel and began to sob yet again.Footsteps quickly followed and I knew who they belonged to.

"babe,I was protecting you.............I knew getting you worked up wasn't good for the baby".Suddenly It dawned on me that me and Austin were going to have to raise a child in near enough 7 months time and we still continue to argue like kids.

I can't raise a child with him around us arguing all the time.

I unlocked the door,and Austin walked in,I stood by my window overlooking the willow tree in my backyard,trying my best to not look at him at all. "I'm starting to wonder if you just keep stuff like this from me to cover your own back","what are you talking about?,I did this to avoid an argument!"he shouted back at me "well all we seem to do us argue,I've had enough,Tell me what else you've lied about?"I demanded.

A sudden rush of pain came over my body,I keeled over leaning on my bed for support."C-CECELIA"He said,panick controlling his words.I wanted so desperately to apologise and tell him to call for an ambulance,but the words wouldn't leave my lips.My stomach ached.By now I was lay on my cold.wooden floor Austin by my side waiting for the ambulance to arrive.Everything became distorted and a blur.

What was happening to me?

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