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Help...
I would like to put my feelings in writing,
but the demons in me are fighting,
I would like to put down the blades ,
but i don't think the cuts will ever fade ,
I would like to put out the smoke ,
but the high makes everything one big joke ,
I would like to put the bottle down ,
but the alcohol makes the monster turn into fun ,
I would like to put the pills away ,
but they make me skinny and happy everyday,
I would like to put everything that hurts me in a box to lock up ,
but the pain hurts to much to shut up and ignore like it's not even there .





So the song I putted is by Shawn Mendes and this is a song that I actually like and it kinda relates to depression so tell me if u liked that song ( I love that song ❤️ )
Also I have not been updating because I'm in school and I have had problems with depression and if ur in depression for some reason u can dm ( direct message) me if u want to talk about ur problem with depression.

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