Gay not okay.

The begining of high school

So it was the first day of high school! I was stoked. I would get to see my friends again. in my head it was going to be amazing. But that's not how It happened... it was the complete opposite.. I walked into St. Joseph's high school thinking today was going to be great but hell did I know it wasn't. My first period class I had this old ass teacher named Mr.Nells. He seemed okay but he was giving mean stares like I could hear him Judging me. I was the 7th one seated. Then the 1 minute bell rung as Oliver, Kellin, and Brendon, my friends walked in the class. They were my best friends since 4 grade except Kellin, he was my best friend since 2nd grade. I happy to see them. It made me feel happy. I stared to stare off at this beautiful red headed girl named Kylie. She was gorgeous to me. He had beautiful locks of manic panics hot chillie pepper red. She wasn't a ginger, he had pure red hair, and beautiful blue eyes. She wasn't my friend I don't think. I mean we never talked. As I was staring I hear my name being called in the distanced.. "Victor, Victor!!" Said Mr. Nells. I knew Kylie knew I was staring at her because she looked at me and smiled and it was like I woke up from some sort of dream. An amazing dream. But I'm bisexual, and I tend to go for boys more then girls. I live in New York where people judge you so hard you begin to learn the names they call you and recognize it as your own name.. "Vic!!" - Mr.Nells yelled again.. "If your going to stare at girls then do it else where" I got really embarrassed and the class laughed. I just put my head down.. The bell rung and finally I was out of that hell called advisory. Next period was math, I hate math but at least I got to sit next to Kylie, unless we got a seating change. But Oliver was in my class and I'm glad he was because he sat behind me. From the seating chart Ms.Lee out out side that's how I knew.. Oliver was into hardcore metal music, I was more into like screamo. and so was Kellin and brendon liked more pop. Oliver was amazing at singing, he's in a band called Deathbeds. They were pretty good and really popular in our area. "So you get to sit next to your girl friend huh?" said Oliver .Kylie just laughed and smiled and said "that's cute lol" I just flipped off Oliver and smiled.. "Take out your math books" Ms. lee was very strict so the whole class was well behaved.. When math was over I had first lunch with Kellin, but Oliver and Brendon had second lunch so that sucked. Me and Kellin didn't eat, we never ate especially in 6,7,and 8th grade we never ate lunch.. "So I missed you bro" Kellin said. I just smiled. "C'mon you missed me to" he said. ok ok I did, I said. When lunch was over I invited Kellin over so we could hang out.