Nightmares. New worlds. And my Max

Chapter 5

HEEYYY thanks so much for getting me to 10 reads!!! ahhh the happiness i feel. Sorry i'm not famous on Wattpad so I cheer for myself at 10.

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"Kim?" The voice was ringing in my ear the moment I stepped off the bus. I looked up and sure enough there was my brother Jackson.

"Hi Jackson" I said as calm and collectively as I could.

"Don't pull that one with me" He said his voice shaking a bit as he spoke. "I got a call from you art teacher Ms.SugarBee?" He was speaking almost calm.

"Um yea..? What was she calling you about?" I said trying not to sound panicked or as if I was in trouble.

"She said you had a vision in her class? You were lying on the ground and shaking and refused to go home?" He said almost hurt "Kim you need to know that when you have these visions you shouldn't even be around people let alone school. School is where there are good and bad in all places and everyone is everything and could be borderline."

I stood there rooted to the ground to where the bus had dropped me off at. I stood there looking at the ground.

"Kim, I'm just looking out for you is all. Next time, call me and I'll come and get you." He spoke in his soft, gentle, relaxed voice.

"Okay." I shook, I could here it in my voice. "I will. promise."

And with that he turned and walked down the path to the little house. I regained what I was doing and then walked to the little red barn. I put my keys and school bag in the old tack room, taking out the journal that Ms.SugarBee had given me. I climbed up the ladder to get to the loft.

I opened the journal. -Mistake number one.

The book. It grabbed me. It pulled me in. It wasn't like how my grandfather's book just lightly touched me and took my hand leading me into the pages. No this one was hard. And it shook and it hurt. I got taken by the neck, and then pulled in. I didn't know what was going on. I was here. I knew that I was. It's the dark side though. The side that wants to take over. My one thought is why would Ms.SugarBee of all people want me to see this and other things why did she have this in a journal? Never mind that thought. "Kim. Help rebuild us into a better way of living." IT rang. I don't know what IT is. Or could be. IT rang loud. And kept repeating itself. Then after a few times. It all stopped. And I was back in the barn up in my loft.

I quickly closed the book, and found a black sharpie. Quickly without touching the journal in any way, shape, or form, I crossed out words. Drawings. Put big "X's" over photographs. I slashed out words on every page I turned to. I was scared. I knew it was dark and bad and evil. I ripped out a few pages and just tore them to pieces. I wanted whatever that thing was gone.

After I thought was a good job, I grabbed my keys and my phone; taking the journal with me. I went up to the little house where Jackson was. I unlocked the door careful not to touch the journal's pages.

"Jackson" I called.

"What?" He responded from upstairs. I climbed the stairs two at a time. I found his room to be unlocked. I opened the door and rushed in.

"Jackson, Ms.SugarBee gave me this journal or whatever today and I made the mistake of opening it and it pulled me in. But it didn't pull me in nice and gentle like grandpa's did. It had a force and inside the pages it was dark and IT kept ringing in my ears those words." I said all in a rush.

"Kim." His face was pale white.

"Jackson, I scratched everything I could out and I am careful of not touching it anymore. And what is that force? What dragged me in?" I was still rushing and pouring out questions to him.

"Kim." He said again. A bit more harsh.

"Jackson. What's going on? What am I? Who am I?" I was now in tears.

"KIM." His voice shook the house.

I looked up at him into his pale blue eyes.

He began again. "Kim. This is dark magic. Get rid of it. You did good by scratching out things tearing things out. And crossing out things but that isn't enough. I'm going to hold onto this source. I'll run it by grandma she'll know how to destroy it properly."

"kay." I said trying not to sound as if I wasn't disappointed.

I fell asleep on my Science book last night I was just so tired and had to study for this test. But the dream. That vision was so out of it. I can't explain it.

The man stood there. He had a grin on his face and he chuckled at me when I entered the cold marble room. The room was small and it kept getting smaller and smaller. The man suddenly had a knife. He threw it straight at this little girl. When did the little girl get here? How long has she been here? THe girl saw the knife coming towards her she screamed. Piercing and made you want to cry as well. She couldn't move. She was almost glued into the scene. The knife hit her right in the chest. "Oh my my you're a little late Kim" My eyes flashed back up at the man. The evil man, the man I now hate for he has killed the little girl. And then now I hate myself for, I didn't try and save the girl. I weeped. I weeped and just stood there. I sank to the ground and curled up into a ball sobbing. I wasn't ready for this. I just I cried.

I woke up. I was sobbing and shaking so hard. I just that dream. That vision. That nightmare. I looked at the clock I had placed on the wall in the tack room. 9:13 a.m. I was late for school. Shit. I miss little snip-its of school sometimes because my nightmares run long. But I check my cellphone.

4 messages from Max. I sighed. I opened them.

All of them said he loved me and stufff. I love my Max. He always made me smile. I wish I could've been on the bus this morning.

I opened my science lab book. Time to get studying on that damn test I have to make-up tomorrow after school. I wish my Max was right here with me. Why can't my life be normal? I mean if I hadn't had the stupid vision I could be in class right now taking my science exam. LIke a normal teenager. I want to be normal. I could have normal friends that I don't have to say goodbye to all the damn time.

~*mistake number two: thinking too much*~

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Sorry about the late update i've been uber busy lately and didn't have access to a computer anyway. Yeah. Chapter 6 will be up by July 1. I promise. And i will get a pic of max. Picture of Max is to the side. merp. idk i just picked a guy on tumblr that looked decent.