What Hurts The Most (A Harry Styles Fan-Fiction)

Chap. 21

I rang the door bell and heard foot steps come to the door. The door opened and it was Louis. "Why hello Harry's love monkey!" I rolled my eyes and came in. "No Louis! Don't call me that!" I said. "I'll stop calling you that when you go out with Harry." I shook my head. I saw the rest of the guys on the couch. "Louis! She isn't a love monkey! Quit calling her that!" Zayn said. I saw Harry in the kitchen. I walked over and stood by him. "She is his love toad!" Zany yelled. I started blushing. I hid my face in Harry's arm. "Zayn! Its love kitty!" Liam shouted. "No! Its love piggy!" Niall screamed. I hugged and buried my face in Harry's arm. "Aww guys! You're making her blush!" Harry said. "Shall we continue to!?" Louis said. I looked at him "No!" I yelled. Harry shook his head. "Ok! Guys get out!" Harry shouted. "Fine!" They yelled. They walked out and I locked the door after them. "Ok! They are gone!" I said. I walked back into the kitchen. I jumped and sat on the counter. "What do you want to do?" I asked. Harry walked over to me and slid his hands on either side of me. "I would like to do one thing." He leaned in as I did the same. I closed my eyes and prepared for what was about to happen. The door bell rang. I pulled back. Harry walked over and answered the door. It was Louis. "What?" Harry said. "Use protection!" I face palmed myself and hid my face in my hands. Harry slammed the door and locked it. I was blushing big time. Harry slid his finger under my chin and lifted my face up to his. "So sorry." He whispered. I shook my head. "Its ok." I whispered back. I smiled and Harry leaned in to my face. I slid back quietly so he was leaning forwards with his lips puckered up. I sat across from him I grabbed my phone and took pictures. He finally leaned too far and he almost fell. "What the-" He opened his eyes and saw me taking pictures. "You sneaky-" I cut him off. "Sexy beast." I smirked as he shook his head. I got up and jumped on his couch. He sat next to me and he flipped through the channels. Than a movie came on. 'Warm Bodies.' I gasped. "Go back! Go back!" I yelled. He did and I laid my head in his lap and watched as he played with my hair. "How do you watch this?" He asked. "Well it simple, it gets your attention and you have this thing in your eye to make you see things and-" Harry cut me off. "Ivey I know that." I smiled. "Well you wanted to know!" He rolled his eyes and continued to play with my hair. At the end of the movie, I yawned. "Is someone tired?" I shook my head. "No." "I think you are!" I shook my head. "Nope!" Harry grabbed a blanket and put it on me. I was getting a little too comfortable as he started to rub my back. My phone vibrated which made me wake up. I looked at the text message Kyle sent me. "Hey... You shouldn't come back tonight. Things are getting heated." I replied. "Get it gurl!!" I sat my phone down and curled up to Harry. "Are you trying to fall asleep here?" He asked. "Well I can't go home tonight." "Why not?" I looked at Harry. "He has a 'friend' over." "Oh." I nodded. "Maybe I want you to sleep outside." I looked at Harry. I grabbed his blanket and walked to the door and turned to him. "I know you won't do it." He said. I shrugged my shoulders. I opened the door and closed it behind me. I laid the blanket out on the grass and laid on it. I watched as the starts twinkled. I made shapes out of them and found the big dipper. I felt my eyes lids starting to close on me. I let them closed. "So I guess someone is tired." I opened my eyes and saw Harry's face upside down and close to mine. I smiled. "I thought you really wouldn't come out here." Harry said. "Well, I haven't seen the stars in a while. When I was younger, my dad had to go on business trips. I would always call him and see if we can see the same stars. Once he came back from his trips, no matter how late it was or how tired he was, he would wake me up and have blankets on the front lawn and we would watch the stars and the world go by slowly and make shapes and see would see the big dipper first." I shook my head. "I miss him." I whispered. Harry looked up at the stars and looked back at me with a smile. "I bet he is sitting on a star and watching over you." I smiled back. "I think he is." Harry stood up and slid his hand under my knees and my back and lifted me up as I held the blanket. He carried me in and we went into his room. He laid me on his bed. He turned the lights off and the only light was from the moon light. He laid behind me. He wrapped his arm around my waist. I turned towards him and buried my face in his chest. He was so warm as I was cold. Harry shivered. "You're cold." I smiled. "Well it is kind of cool outside." I could tell he was smiling. I cuddled up closer to Harry. "Do you mind keeping me warm?" I asked. "I don't mind." He held me and rubbed my back. "Your scars are almost gone." He whispered. I smiled. "Yeah. Thanks to your lotion." Harry nodded. I felt my eyes starting to get heavy. "I love you." Harry said. "Mmmm." "What? You're not going to say it back?" I smirked. "Too... Tired." Harry shook his head. "What ever." I rolled my eyes. "Fine. I kind of love you." "Kind of?" I put my finger up to his lips. "Shh. Time to sleep." I buried my face in Harry's chest. I fell asleep as Harry whispered in my ear. "I need you to be mine. I promise, no matter what happens, I'll protect you."

I woke up. I couldn't move. I looked around and realized I was tied to a pole. I was sitting on the ground. I stood up as I slid my arms up the cold pole. "You're finally awake. I thought I killed you. That would of been bad." I knew that voice. I looked around and saw him emerge out of the dark corner as he held an object in his hand. I couldn't tell what it was. He walked over and brushed his index finger across my cheek. My lips trembled. "Please, let me go." I whispered. "But we have to play one more game before you go." I looked at him. "Go?" "Yes. Go. You know. When you leave this earth, forever." I knew this was the night. The very night that I would die. I saw the object he was holding being put up to my face. "Isn't this a beautiful knife?" I saw my reflection of my eyes. I had a bruise on the side of my left eye. "Please. Let me go." He shook his head. "I can't do that princess." He slid the cold knife down my cheek. A tear slid out of my eye. "Aww don't worry baby. I'll do it quick and painless." He gripped the knife handle. He pulled it back and I closed my eyes ready for the impact. I heard something slam. "Leave her alone!" I opened my eyes. A man with curls stood in the door way. "Why don't you fight for her?" Chris hissed. "I will and I'll take her back." Chris walked over to the man as he did the same and they started fighting. I tried to move and get lose from the ropes. I heard a moan of pain. I couldn't tell who was down. I looked and saw him walk over to me and stand over me. He leaned down and brushed the knife across my face. He pulled back and-

I sat up and screamed. I looked around. Harry was gone. No wonder the dream came back but this dream wasn't a memory. It's never happened. Me tied to a pole. I shook my head. "No. It was just a dream. I saw the time. 11 a.m. I saw a note on the night stand. "Had to go to rehearsals. I love you and I know you love me back. ~Harry" I smiled. I walked back to my house. Before I opened the door, Josh came out. "Hey Ivey!" He said as he walked past me. "Hey!" I walked in and Kyle was on the couch. I walked over and he was smiling. "Someone had a great night." I said. "Oh Ivey! It was amazing! I have never been happier!" I smiled. "Well I hope it happened all in your room." He smiled. "Oh it did. I promise!" I walked upstairs into my room and showered. After that I ran back into my room and threw on some shorts and a t-shirt. I walked down stairs and Kyle started jumping up and down excitedly. "Oh gurl! Tonight is the big night!!" I smiled. "Yeah!!"