Not Chosen [BoyxBoy] (ON HOLD)

The Last 7nth Grade Chapter

"Stop callin' stop callin' I dont wanna talk anymore I left my head and my heart on the dance floor "

" Thank you Lord,buh damn I need to change this alarm tone to something more fun," I thought as I smiled and stretched my skinny ass. Did the same routine mirror,toothbrush, bath, blah blah.

As I was walking to the kitchen I noticed Adam on the kitchen counter eating breakfast."Good Morning Anthony" Well Anthony is my first name, which is mostly used in the house and the neighborhood, for some odd reason I didnt like it. "Morning dad." He wasn't my real father but w got along just fine. My mom liked him so I had to like him also cos of my mom. With my sisters gone I needed new friends, well he was too old to be my friend but we used to chill a lot together like my sisters. He just filled that empty space in the house. He offered to drop me off at school.

After he dropped me off ,  I walked to my locker. As I did I felt like everyone was staring at me. "Sup Viegh," Travis holored. " Eyy bro" I said pulling him to a handshake. Well we had a convo about school and all that boring stuff, the truth is even though Travis suspected that I was gay, he wasn't really sure that I was.He once made a move on me but I turned him down. Even though I was crushing so hard on him, the whole thought of kissing a guy was jus gross. Well that's what I always thought until I met Michael. We talked and he said he had to rush somewhere.

The Bell rung as I rushed to class. Again I felt as if my Classmate's eyes were on me.' Awkward' I thought and sat down.'it's all in your head,nigga ain't that dump to actually tell the whole school that he almost kissed ya,so stop acting like an ass,' a thought from one of my peers popped.
" Today we will be reading Romeo and Juliet, just to make it more interesting we will be having a school play and I get to pick the characters which means no auditions." 

I knew I was gone be Romeo cos Ms Potgieta adored me since I was one of the top learners on English.
Before I knew it English class was over and Michael never bothered to say hy today and he was acting normal while felt all awkward and shii. I ignored the feeling and prepared for my next class. As I walked to my Locker The Baddrins . A silly stupid group of smoking hot and sexy as fuck boys walked towards me. Why the fuck was Michael walking with them?

He approached me and looked me straight in the eyes, getting closer to my lips as his whole crew stared like owls. He pushed me on the floor causing me to drop my books. "Gay shit, you want this penis?" (Dick wasn't a common name in that time)

 My mind tried to understand what just happened as they all laughed while they kept pointing their dicks . The bell rung as we all rushed to class.

We all settled down as Mrs Griffins  , walked with a pile of the old textbooks. Mich' walked behind her,glaring at me as he walked to his seat. She kept teaching History but I never understood anything, all I could do was stare at her mole and let Mich's words play in my head repeatedly. 

School was over. I walked alone quickly as I could, trying to avoid his cute ugly attitude. I got home and laid in my bed. His words repeatedly played in my mind. I was trying to convince myself that he didn't mean it. I started thinking about getting a girlfriend which was gonna cover up this whole shit. And shame him infront of his friends. But I wasn't willing to use someone as means of fixing my public image, as much as I didnt want to I felt like I had to.

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NEXT DAY

06:00 am

" not that I don't like you I'm jus tired of party and I am sick and tired of my phone riiiringing. "

I thanked the Lord and wondered if I didn't change that. 'of course you did, that's why it's playing again.' As the only teen in the house with no one to talk to ,I can't run to my mother and expect her to understand everything and she doesn't know I'm gay so the whole thing will probably give her a heart attack. Not that she hates fags and all but i'm not prepared to tell her just yet and so I've managed to create my own peers so I can get advice from them.

I took a quick shower, lotioned my body and I didn't forget to brush my teeth. I didn't look at myself in the mirror; I just couldn't;I hated myself for what Mich said. It's been almost a year since anyone has called me Gay and the same guy who wanted to kiss me and borrowed  math book a thousand times  called me a fag. That thought killed my confidence I couldn't face anyone and for the first time I ddn't know what to wear. It was hot as Fuck and I ddn't wanna wear shorts cos I was afraid of being teased again. I wore my blue jeans with a white vest and my adidas sneakers.

SCHOOL

For the first time I walked alone to school ,Travis wasn't feeling well so he took a day off. I ignored the gurls and went straight to my locker. One of the school's most Beautiful and hottest girls Jessica, walked towards me. She was decent, calm and cute. She was my 4th grade crush. Unlike most cheerleaders Jessica was just different not too forward and bitchy but jus right not to mention smart.

She walked towards me while playing with her hair. Rumour had it that she prefered boys who are good at playing sports. Unfortunately I didn't like sports and I wasn't interested in them. Dunno why buh it was just how it was.
" Jessica hy," " Hey Vic."
" Can I walk you to class?" She nodded and we both walked to class. We were both in the 7th grade. Which meant we'll be soon going to High School. Very soon.

Flirting with her and getting her to like me was very easy. Because we were once friends when she used to live around my neighborhood until her family moved out. We really liked each other a lot and we ended up dating jus like that. I honestly didn't love her like I loved Michael but a part of me still wanted him back so bad buh I couldn't. Since he joined the Baddrins he's been on his worst behaviour.

No one bothered me again ever since they heard that I was dating Jessica. Even though she was moving soon, a part of me still didnt want her to.
I loved her a lot and honestly no one kissed me like she did and no one loved me like she did.

The year was almost over just like that ,schools were about to close and I managed to change my alarm tone ^_^ . To Lady Gaga x Just dance.
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Victor discovers a shocking discovery on the next chapter and things are about to get more complicated and interesting.
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