God! They are so stupid. Why can't they just let me eat what I want.
My parents. They are always, always behind my back breathing at my neck when I'm putting something in my mouth. Especially my mom.
My sisters Mary and Penny are both so slim. Or at least slimmer than me. Penny is normal size but Mary eats what ever she wants and never gets fat. Maybe soccer has something to do with that. But Penny, she eats same way as me and does sports same amount and still I'm the fat one. My older brother James gets me on some level because he has been fat when he was younger but still it doesn't feel nice when he makes fun of me.
No wonder I have bad self-esteem when my family makes me feel bad about my weight. Maybe that's the reason why I think that the boys won't be interested in me either.
