Do you know the part in the movie when the guy meets girl, and he suddenly can't stop looking at her. He smiles like an idiot at everything she says. Compliments her moves, and the way she looks. He says he dosen't like her, but he really is slowly falling deeply inlove with her. This is me. The other way around though. I'm falling for this guy, that I honestly can not stop looking at, and I do smile at him looking like a complete idiot. I also keep denying that i dont like him, but i'm really falling deeply inlove with him.
I still remember the first time, i met him. The bookstore. It was empty, just a worker standing over the counter typing on her large computer. I was in the suspence section, I loved suspenced books. That feeling you get when you know something bad is going to happen, but the person dosen't so in your head you're secretly screaming telling the made up character that something bad is about to happen. I was reaching for one of those Jame's Patterson suspence stories, when a tall, lean, blue eyed, brown hair guy walked in. He was wearing a black v neck shirt, and a pair of blue jeans. Wow, was I looking at my future perfect husband.
It was perfection right infront of my eyes. Even the lady that had her eyes glued to the computer realeased them just to look at him. I would put him as the sexiest men alive or something. He was the new guy in my school, he was really mysterious. Like when you would look at him, and he would look back it looked like he was hiding some dark seceret in his mind that he wanted you to try to find, but he was nothing like that. All the cheerleaders wanted him, well should i say all the girls. All the guys wanted to be him. He was rich, but the odd thing was..he wasen't snobby at all. Like you know, how most rich guys are. He still had a sense of heart, and class towards other people.
He was walking towards me, eyes glued on the ground. I was trying to move but i couldn't. I mean everytime he came in a building, or a room. Everything would freeze. It was crazy. I moved my hand, and pretended to look at the other Jame's Patterson books that I already read.
"Oh, you like him?" He said, I turned around. Him smiling at me, with his sparkling eyes.
"Yes. To me he's the best writer around." I smiled back, then blushed. He was still staring at me.
"I actually saw you in here, and kind of wanted to chat with you. I mean i've tried in school, but you kind of always have your head burried in a book." He said, grinning. His teeth were really white. He was leaning on the bookcase. I was kind of actually suprised. I mean, he actually wanted to talk to me. I found that sort of unbelievable.
"Ah, do you use that line on every girl you see?" I said, putting the book I held in my hand back on the shelf. I honestly couldn't believe what I was saying.
"Actually. No your the first, feel special?" He said, laughing.
"Your a charmer.." I said.
"Oh. barely." He said, smiling.
From that day on we became best friends. No i'm like legetly serious. He's my bestfriend. The thing is though, i'm madly inlove with him and i honestly don't know what to do. I mean he actually told me that I was different from other girls, I was never always up on him. Watever that meant. He also told me, he just wanted to find a girl who didn't like him like that. Yeah, well. I love him. Or atleast I think I do..The thing is..I haven't told him yet. My whole act has been going on for 3 years. Were seniors now, he has a girlfriend. I know your probally screaming at me for never telling him. I couldn't. I just never had the nerve..he's actually going to the same college as her. My chance is totally done, or maybe not. Senior year isn't really over yet..alot could happen..right?
